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In Which Problems Begin: Intro
There's energy building around July's ruins. It's tangible even to humans as a bit of static in the air, enough to give a little shock if one touches metal, but it's enough that worms have fled the area entirely, not a wing to be seen. The occasional bird no longer lingers, either.
Sometimes, it is the sprawling city of July, in brick and desert mortar and adobe and scraps. Sometimes, it's the shining glittering spires of JuLai, a modern city sprouting out of a wrecked hull like a strange technological mushroom.
Sometimes it's ruins, or a giant hole. It used to switch seemingly at random, with no real rhyme or reason, though people only have ever left July, in the occasional vehicle or on tomases, oblivious until the switch happens with them on the outside. More people are leaving now, in families packed onto vehicles, nervous and apprehensive - there's something wrong with their plants, is the only thing they can say before they quickly vacate the area, heading anywhere, anywhere but near where a plant might unexpectedly blow. Watching their city flicker out and be replaced by another is a shock.
Nobody ever leaves JuLai. Nobody enters either, by the heavily armed trucks and guards at every normal point of entry. Sometimes someone makes a run for it, but they disappear like smoke in the wind as soon as they hit the edge of the city.
And the switch is increasing in speed. Weeks, sometimes, has now become days, occasionally mere hours.
A small camp of July's escapees has begun a few iles outside the city, in the lee of a sheltering rock, arguments frequent over whether or not they should try to get back and save their neighbors and friends, or if the only chance is heading for another big city.
The sense of power in the air is growing with every flicker of exchanging cities.
[OOC Note: This is an open prompt, even characters not joining directly in the later bits can interact with it as they please.]
Sometimes, it is the sprawling city of July, in brick and desert mortar and adobe and scraps. Sometimes, it's the shining glittering spires of JuLai, a modern city sprouting out of a wrecked hull like a strange technological mushroom.
Sometimes it's ruins, or a giant hole. It used to switch seemingly at random, with no real rhyme or reason, though people only have ever left July, in the occasional vehicle or on tomases, oblivious until the switch happens with them on the outside. More people are leaving now, in families packed onto vehicles, nervous and apprehensive - there's something wrong with their plants, is the only thing they can say before they quickly vacate the area, heading anywhere, anywhere but near where a plant might unexpectedly blow. Watching their city flicker out and be replaced by another is a shock.
Nobody ever leaves JuLai. Nobody enters either, by the heavily armed trucks and guards at every normal point of entry. Sometimes someone makes a run for it, but they disappear like smoke in the wind as soon as they hit the edge of the city.
And the switch is increasing in speed. Weeks, sometimes, has now become days, occasionally mere hours.
A small camp of July's escapees has begun a few iles outside the city, in the lee of a sheltering rock, arguments frequent over whether or not they should try to get back and save their neighbors and friends, or if the only chance is heading for another big city.
The sense of power in the air is growing with every flicker of exchanging cities.
[OOC Note: This is an open prompt, even characters not joining directly in the later bits can interact with it as they please.]
on a cliff near the city, open to all!
Ever since Nai disappeared, the city's been changing. The first time Vash looked outside and saw a pit in the ground where a pile of dusty rubble should have been, he freaked out and ran to find Rem. Even worse than the hole, though, is when it changes into a built city full of people, thousands and thousands of people, of humans, appearing right next door. There's a humming, too, like something electrical, and by the time the pretty city appears, full of neon and tall towers, the hum is so loud that Vash can't sleep anymore.
He's tempted to call big brother Knives, and ask to come stay with him... but what about Rem -- she certainly can't come to Knives's house! What about Nai, who will be coming back to the station when he returns?
Inside or outside, the noise is the same, so Vash is spending most of his time up on a rock ledge, attention shifting between the flicking city below and the little trails of smoke from the human settlement that formed just a little ways away. Everything's changing, and he doesn't know what to do about it. He doesn't know what he can do about it, other than sit and watch.
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But the sensor equipment needed is a bit of a mystery so it's a bit touch and go with whether ANY OF IT has been useful, and here he comes with even more of it, intending to drop it off and resume his search. Something interesting is going on and he didn't have enough science to understand it. Therefore, rely on someone who has much more science!
Except there's a little plant on the cliff watching the city in all its bizarre activities and he's compelled to investigate, taking his sled full of stuff with him. It takes focus to keep himself looking as human as he gets, but if there's a straggling feather or two, or a blade poking out, well he did his best.
"Kind of creepy, isn't it?" Oh no, it's one of the adorable little Vashes! Was any part of him EVER that adorable, even so serious-faced?
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The whole world hates his brother, and he's really annoyed about it.
But he nods politely at the new Vash, not bothering to turn back around when the man approaches. Instead, Vash points down at the city below, specifically at the grand boulevard leading out of town that's currently choked with what looks like army people, or police, maybe.
"Look. They're not letting anyone out." Some people got out, as evidenced by the smoke on the horizon, but that was the other city. This city is locked down tight, and that worries Vash even more. He wraps his arms around his legs and rests his chin on his knees, never looking away from the city below. "D'you think they know what's happening?" That they're gonna disappear soon?"
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That's a sober thought, but he'd seen it happen at least once. He points, right handed, always right handed. "They're trying to keep people in a lot more than they're trying to keep people out, that's certain. Nobody who makes it to the outskirts seems to get any further." That little shantytown of refugees arguing about whether to go or stay were purely from the other city. What happened to these ones?
He might try to reduce the concern, for someone so young. Offer reassurance. He doesn't. Life can be hard and terrifying, and this ... could certainly qualify for both. "They're a lot better equipped than most places, have you been to other cities? This ones' almost like the pictures of Earth."
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He shakes his head at the question, though, finally turning his attention from the city to the new Vash. "No, I try to stay away from..." His voice trails off, and he stares hard at new Vash's face. Specifically at new Vash's moles, but there's something in his face that looks more like Knives than the grown up Vashes he's seen. Sure they're identical, but they're not the same, you know?
"You're not Vash." There's no aggression in the statement, no accusation. He's mostly just curious. Humans might be potentially dangerous, but he hasn't met a plant yet that wasn't friendly! "Who're you?"
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There's a pause when this little Vash notices, far too quickly, that he wasn't actually one of his grown up selves, and he can't help but smile a little. It's true, he wasn't. Not entirely. "You're right. You can call me Shardik if you want." Not his name, he should.. really pick one, one of these days.
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"Shardik?" he repeats, dubiously. That sounds like a joke name, but given that his brother's name is Knives he can't really say much. "Okay." Shardik's already weird, even by Vash standards, but he seems nice enough. There's probably a reason he doesn't want to tell Vash his real name, and it's probably a stupid grownup reason that he thinks little kids wouldn't understand, huh.
Adults are stupid.
"An' humans," he says at last, nodding back down to the city, and then to the refugee settlement in the distance. "I mostly stay away from humans, 'cause you never know which ones are nice." And even the ones that other people think are nice sometimes point guns at people's brothers, so it's hard to know who to trust, really. "That's why I'm not down there helping them. What if they don't like plants?"
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"..Ah, yeah, that's a good point." He crosses his arms over his chest, looking thoughtful, a boot placed on the trailing rope of the sled full of parts. Humans really could be very dangerous, and for someone as young as Vash, who surely had no idea how to use most of his abilities.. "It's not a bad idea for the most part. You'll get a better knack for picking out the good ones from the dangerous ones as you get more experience but there's no real reason to start on that right away." Nowhere in that is any claim that all humans or good or that everyone should get a chance, he didn't believe in that anymore. "The best thing to do is make sure they don't know you're a plant, if you have to be around them. But I wouldn't recommend trying to go over there. Everyone's got guns. Hell, I don't even plan on going over there."
What if he disappeared upon approach! He's pretty sure he'd just come back in an hour or so if it's some weird death field but dying was not a pleasant experience. "And scared humans can be even more dangerous than normal ones, because even good humans can be risky when they're frightened enough. Being trapped in a city that keeps popping in and out like this has to be terrifying. But at least if they're inside, they're still there. I'm pretty sure that one guy with the red moustache has been there the last two times."
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"You sound like my big brother." That's a pretty big compliment, honestly, even if it's delivered in a somewhat deadpan tone of voice. He's still watching the people -- he's spotted Red Moustache, and is tracking him as much as he can -- but he gives Shardik a little smile out of the corner of his mouth. "He doesn't trust humans either." It's not quite the same, but it's a far cry from how the Vashes talk about humans, and how great they are. "I don't think he thinks there's any good ones, though. I don't think he even likes Rem, really."
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The very idea of not liking Rem is astonishing, who couldn't like Rem? Even the bitterest, darkest parts of his mind harbored a lingering affection for her, even under decades of grudge. "Aw, I'm sure he likes Rem. Everyone likes Rem once they get to know her. All this stuff is for her, actually, come to think about it."
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But he's trying really hard right now not to be sad and upset about things -- he has to be strong, for Nai, and can't just cry like a baby when he's sad! -- so instead he leans back a bit and looks over with interest at the wagon of stuff that Shardik hauled all the way up here.
"You brought her computers?"
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He glances back to the pile of Stuff he's brought, and nods slowly. "Yeah. She's been helping me .. well honestly I've been helping her set up monitoring stations all over so we can see what's going on here. I haven't a clue how to use any of this, but she does."
There's a long, long pause, then: "Word of advice, you get the chance to get a real education, take it. There'll come a point in your life where going back to mom to do stuff like this gets kind of embarrassing when you know you could have learned it yourself but didn't." It's a serious bit of advice! But it's not particularly said seriously, no matter how important education really is.
The pressure in the air changes, just a bit. A tiny bit of electricity arcs from one piece of scrap computer to another, and he perks up. "Oh I think it's about to go again. Quick, make a guess: hole, rubble or the other city?"
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Rem, who was apparently Shardik's mom too?
But before he can challenge that statement -- the older Vashes might be afraid of asking too many questions sometimes, but the little one doesn't have that problem -- the electrical feeling in the air gets worse, like there's a wire loose in the universe. He looks at Shardik with surprise -- is he really excited about the city disappearing? Isn't it a bad thing? -- but it's not like he can do anything to stop it, right?
"Um..." He peers over the edge, looking for Red Moustache, but the man's long since disappeared from view. Shame. "The hole."
He hasn't figured out the connection between the cities and the hole, but he's pretty sure that the rubble they first moved in next to and the other city are the same place. A city of white brick, and a rubble field of white brick? It's not a hard association to figure out. Does that mean that this city, with all its lights and colors, turns into a hole at some point? Or are these places even related to each other at all -- are they just four random locations that keep showing up in the same place?
Could be he'll never know. "What do you think it'll be?"
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It's apparently obvious enough even to human senses that something's about to happen, given the very distant, faint clamor going over at the campsite. The air wavers, like the desert tended to do under intense heat, but this doesn't feel like a heat mirage. "Going to guess the other city. Sometimes they just swap back and forth a bit." And he wants to see if any others are ready to escape!
But as the energy in the air reaches a crescendo that buzzes in the teeth in a really irritating way and the gleaming spires of JuLai blur in a strange, twisting and almost nauseating to look at vista, the city seems to fade out, as it has countless other times before.
Rubble remains. Pale bricks and spackle. He rubs the side of his face, as if that could get rid of the vibrationy feeling faster even as it fades from the air.
"...Ah, fffff...damn it." Wrong again! "I'm going to get it right one day."
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It's not the other city. It's the destroyed one, the place he's most familiar with. Shardik might be disappointed, but Vash breathes a sigh of relief. That's what's supposed to be there! July, but crossed out, just like on the maps.
Huh. There's a question!
"How'd it get smashed up like that anyway, do you know?" Now that he's seen what July in its prime looked like, he's got a better appreciation for how big a disaster it must have been to wreck the place. Was it just time, an abandoned city giving in to the wind and sand? Or was there an earthquake, maybe? "It was such a big city!"
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He runs his tongue over his teeth, as if by doing so he could banish the rest of that feeling. It doesn't help. "I know what happened. I blew it up. Didn't mean to, not really." He did do it, and he had accepted that. Part of him pulled the trigger, part of him was the trigger. "Didn't really have a lot of control over what I could do, then. Didn't understand what could go wrong."
Not all of him did it. Just two fifths of him. His tone is distant, detached, almost like he's retelling something he read out of a book and not something he'd experienced firsthand. It's not things he should be telling a child, things Vashes would almost CERTAINLY never breathe a word of so casually. "It was one of the biggest at the time, only December, the second city to be founded, was bigger. Some ... two hundred thousand people or so died. Not in the initial blast, but with the city ruined around them, well. Humans don't last long without food, water or shelter." The distant tone increases, matching his blank expression. A tiny line of bladelike feathers forms along one arm, sharp and small, as his fingers unconsciously clench to tight white-knuckled grips. "It's kind of nice, seeing it intact, people getting out. I had many good friends there, I think. I hope some of the people fleeing are them, somehow."
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And then the feathers appear, and with them comes the fear.
He's not afraid of Shardik, to be clear. It's the fear he feels every time he learns something else horrible that a Vash has done -- it's the fear of becoming Shardik that's got his heart pounding and mouth dry. But fear is fear, and the look Vash is giving Shardik is definitely frightened. To his credit, however, his voice doesn't waver when he finally speaks -- he's getting better at this being brave thing!
"We could blow up a city?" Clenching his fist hard, Vash can force one tiny little feather to appear, a downy fluff at the inside of his wrist. Nothing at all like the sharp things running down Shardik's arm. "Tell me how? So I don't do it too."
What's the point of having all these older selves -- and not-selves -- running around if he can't learn from their mistakes?
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There's emotion finally, and he does seem genuinely apologetic! But the little pointy feathers are still there, he might not realize they're out. "Every plant can. All of us have tremendous power inside of us, and if it goes out of control somehow, the results can be .. very bad." He taps the side of his head, right hand again. "All of us have an instinct inside our heads that tell us 'don't do this!' when there's a real risk of using that much power all at once. We know it's dangerous, and we try to stop automatically, but sometimes, when we're really stupid we ignore that voice and do it anyway. Or the humans force us to, in the bulbs." The Last Run definitely qualified, in his book. His entire bearing is still apologetic, but these? These are facts of life for a plant.
Vash needed to know. He gestures to the little feather, a smile crossing his face. "That kind of thing might help, in the long run. I was inexperienced, I didn't know what I was doing and thought I knew everything. And when it happened, I was so .." There's a twitch, a brief shudder that sends more tiny feathers bristling, but he doesn't seem to notice it. "..Afraid. Of what I was, of what I could do, that I didn't try to control it later either. A little knife isn't scary, a sword isn't scary, they're precise, they're easy, but .. a whole city? Just like that? No control over what got hit, and what didn't? I was stupid then too."
He turns pale eyes on Vash, the wrong shade for any exact twin of the small blond, expression worried. "Don't be afraid of what you are, little buddy. Fear makes it a monster instead of just a part of you, and monsters are always hard to control. Just because I was an idiot over and over doesn't mean you're going to be, you seem a lot smarter about it than I was already."
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What if Nai goes too far? Can Vash convince him to keep it small, for now? To practice little things, instead of trying for big ones?
"All Vashes are idiots," he mutters, his attention more on Shardik's feathers than on what he's saying. He realizes his mistake a second later, and shakes his head -- sorry. "Except you're not a Vash." He's not a Knives either, is he? He's really like both of them, friendly but also smart. Even his moles are like both of them! That's really weird.
He holds up his hand, the tiny feather waving in the breeze. "So if I don't try to get too big too fast, it'll be okay?" He's not going to be afraid of himself, or what he can do, but there's value in caution, right?
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Man. If he'd had someone.. Well, no he did have Conrad later, but that was still different. "But when I say big, I mean big. It's not like creating a feather or even a hundred feathers, or wings, or a sword big enough to cut up a whole house. You'll have to think really big. City big. Hole in the moon big. The rest of that, that's little, and it's always going to be safe to think feathers and work on feathers." One little feather won't do it, nor will countless feathers, feathers are not guns. It's a different thought, a different intent.
He turns a little to study the ruins below the cliff, spread out in a tumult of lives ruined. "That little stuff will never do something like this even if you slip up, so keep working on feathers all you want, no worries. At worst, where you are now, the age you are now, if you mess up you're going to turn into a ball of fluff." Well maybe a little more than that, a little worse than that, but that could instill fear and not caution and the feather ball may well actually happen.
Feathers.
He has feathers out. He jerks a hand up to smooth the bristling fluff down, and they disappear as his hand passes over them. Control is important, control is necessary, he must remain as human looking as he can--
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This is good. This is important. It's a really good thing he met this weirdo! Shardik wipes his feathers away with a gesture, and Vash can't help but be impressed at his level of control. He's got a long ways to go before he can make his own appear and disappear that readily! He raises his own hand again, and tries brushing over that little feather, willing it to disappear, but it stays stuck in his wrist. Crap.
"Even just feathers is hard. I guess I don't ever have to worry about blowing things up, huh?" He says it like a joke, but it's honestly frustrating! Nai is so much better at being a plant than he is -- and he's proud of Nai! He is! He just wants to be good at this stuff too, you know?
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Hopefully it won't end in more holes in the moons. Or in the planet. In theory it should never be an issue, except..
"..Well, actually. You do have to worry a little bit. See, people who know how to make a plant do things can force you to do those things even if you don't want to." This is pretty somber, there's no laugh or chuckle. This .. little Nai was unlikely to try surrounded by everyone, but he himself had done it before, and there were surely Knives..es.. about. Stupid ones that didn't know as much as they thought they did. "Usually I'd say it's just humans, all the plant techs who know the mysteries of us better than we do. But we plants are a lot like humans, and ... eventually, a bad one might come along, the odds will catch up eventually. And if they know how to force plants to do things, then they could try to make you do whatever they want."
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..Or to Shardik? What was that he'd said, he didn't really have a lot of control over what he was doing? Vash thought he'd just meant that he'd been trying to be big for bigness sake, just showing off, but maybe that's not what he meant?
"Was that what happened to you?"
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He both forced it, and was the victim of it. Lesson learned, either way: don't put big holes in things, it shaves off entire centuries. "Chances are pretty good it'll never be an issue. You've got a whole army of brothers out there, by the way I hear it, and they'll all be ready to tear a new one into anyone who tries."
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Every other older self he's met has been a hugger so far. Hopefully Shardik won't mind having a little plant wrapped around him. "I'm sorry."
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It's been a while since he's had a hug. A long while.
After a long moment of surprised bewilderment, he returns the hug, but ever so carefully. He wouldn't feel right either, under close inspection, but the tight buckles, leather and straps kept most of it hidden, and he can probably manage this much safely. He's pretty sure this is how a hug works, anyway; there's an awkwardness to it but no outright rejection, it's ... kind of nice. People are warm. Even small people. "It's ... alright. It was a long time ago." Not that long, really, but it sounded better this way. "And who knows. Maybe one day the city will stay instead of disappearing, and all I have to do then is make sure nothing happens to it."
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Letting go with a final squeeze, he steps back, and looks out again at the rubble, trying to see the shape of the city in the ruins. "Maybe it'll stay, yeah," he agrees, although he doesn't really believe it. This world is strange, with first people and now whole cities popping in and out of existence... there's no reason to assume it'll stop, is there?
And if it's not going to stop, if the cities are going to keep appearing and disappearing like people have been doing, then maybe there's a reason why it's happening?
"Every time I've disappeared," he says, clearly thinking through the problem as he's speaking, "it's taken me someplace I needed to be. Maybe July keeps coming back because you're supposed to go find your friends?"
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A little harder to accept, the idea of letting go of a warm, friendly touch. But he does. "You disappear a lot?"
Just because it didn't happen to him doesn't mean it didn't happen to other people. "Maybe you're a little right. I don't think it's .. about me or just my friends." There's too many of the parts of him around. Who's to say this was the one he destroyed? "Not if the whole city appears.. and then there's the other one I don't even recognize. Maybe ... it's about them. Two whole cities of people, and our kin keep trying to put them here and save everyone." He's not sure either, that's obvious, he's working through it in pretty much the same fashion. "But putting two entire populated cities on one spot isn't really going to work."
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"How can we move a city though?" Shardik's right -- the cities, whole and destroyed both -- are appearing and disappearing in the same place, and they can't all be in that spot! Vash can't even imagine what that would look like (well, he can, but a tiny person pushing a floating city out of the way only happens in cartoons). He looks back at the cart full of electronics, wondering. Shardik just showed up with a whole bunch of equipment, and Rem's super smart about all kinds of things. They were all brought here to help that one Vash in a fight, right? But that fight's over, so maybe their sisters found another problem for them to solve!
Too bad they didn't send instructions on how to solve it, huh?