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On The First Day

It had been months.

Months of terror, of families ripped apart, refugees racing against the Ark in the sky, against the Plants that had once been their only source of survival on the world and had now been turned against them, raining lightning and death down on them like the hand of a vengeful God. Humanity pushed to the brink, fleeing their homes and communities, waves of refugees fleeing across the sands as more and more towns and cities fell to the reign of destruction that had been biting at their heels every step of the way.

And then, as the last descendants of the survivors of the Big Fall clustered in the city of Octovern, spiilling out into the streets, every available, livable space filled to capacity and beyond, what felt like the final days of humanity began. The sounds of artillery fire filled the air, the sight of the Ark and its grotesque ruler loomed overhead, and in the distant sky high above, the previously-inconceivable reinforcement ships from Earth took up orbit around No Man's Land. Throughout the night, explosions lit up the sky, thundering with deafening reports through the air, and yet the civilians below had settled into a still, terrified, anticipatory silence. They couldn't see, from their perspective, the figures atop the ruins of the Earth's space destroyers that had already fallen to the ground, locked in battle for the future of the people far below. But the sight of Millions Knives high above, terrifying and grotesque with the power of the Plants he had absorbed, was omnipresent, a never-ending threat, the harbinger of doom, biding his time until he could make good on his promise to wipe every last one of them off the face of existence.

And then something had changed.

Electrical currents rippled through the air above the downed ship, carrying screams on the wind. To the people below, Millions Knives' massive form had shifted, writhing, bellowing with unholy rage and pain and despair. And then it begun to unmake itself, shredding, crumbling, tearing itself apart at the seams and floating to the ground in tiny, shining, white particles. Tiny, white feathers drifted on the wind, closer and closer before, one by one, they began to settle to the roofs of the buildings, to the tops of cars and to the streets, and to the heads and faces of the humans staring up from below.

The instant that contact was made between feather and skin, a connection was made; between Human and Plant, between each person standing side by side, minds thrown open in bursts of light and expanding consciousness, and through the doors sprang multitudes of memories spanning hundreds of years. Suffering, laughter, pain, sorrow, joy, enslavement, death, pride, love. The Plants had made the connection to their creators - their keepers - that they had been silently pleading for since their first containment, and with it every man, woman, and child on the surface of the world began to see and feel and hear their stories and their cries for help. They did not want this war, they did not want this destruction. They had seen the promises of vengeance and a paradise for their kind atop the bones of humanity offered by Millions Knives and they had felt the hopes and dreams carried by Vash the Stampede of a kinder, more loving world, and they had made their choice.

Of course, but...what would he do at a time like this?


I wonder if he'll laugh again


I wonder if he'll follow his ideals again.


I see. You all know him as well. That young man with a gentle smile.


Little Red Brother.


Let there be love and peace in this world.


In the chaos that followed, as the bodies of the Plants began tumbling to the ground in a writhing mass and the screams of shock and confusion began to rise from the sea of humanity below, something rippled in the air, a last gasp of those silent voices before the connection was lost.

Help Us. Help him. Please.


This was...different. New. As if reality had taken the distraction caused by the calamity below to shift itself sharply to the left, and then snapped. It started at the core of the mass of angelic bodies as men and women began to rush to their aid, a shockwave in the fabric of creation that rumbled silently in the atoms of the world and ricocheted outward, along the ground, through the air, until it had enveloped the entire planet. Time froze for an instant, and to the eyes of all who had the capacity for sight, that leftward shift became manifest, the world doubling on itself as the ground shook beneath their feet.

Wails of confusion and fear rose into the night sky, and for a brief moment, it felt as if the world were about to unmake itself on the molecular level. But then, just as suddenly as it had come, the distortion snapped back into place with a loud, ear-splitting CRACK, and in the stunned silence that followed, only one thing could be certain; things were not the same as they had been mere moments ago, as if everything and yet nothing at all had changed, all at once.

The world of No Man's Land was as it should be, but all across the surface of the planet, pockets of reality had split open, sending the inhabitants of mirrored existences tumbling through wide, unseen rifts. People and places outside of time and space found themselves staggering to their feet in a world that was both foreign and familiar at the same time, found themselves face to face with their own reflection made flesh, tossed about by the pleas of a race reaching across the fabric of creation for aid in putting a stop to a war that had been fought time and time again, across reality after reality, without fail.


Thus began the new chapter in the history of No Man's Land.



[Wherever your character was, whatever they were doing, when the rifts in reality opened, they will have found themselves rocked by a massive earthquake that lastes a few short seconds before settling with a loud crack, like thunder. While no damage will be left in its wake, the characters themselves will realize that though the planet appears to be the same, it will quickly become evident that they are in an alternate reality of the place they call home. Are they standing in the rubble of a once-destroyed city now remade whole? Is the bar they had been taking refuge in suddenly gone, leaving them tumbling to the sand with nothing but their drink in their hand? And what of the friends that had been standing by their side seconds before? This is where your stories begin.]
love_and_peace: (sad - neck rub)

[personal profile] love_and_peace 2023-05-04 05:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Vash stops when the younger version of his brother does, swaying slightly, weariness written all over him. Knives looks angry, and in his heart Vash fears that he knows the reason why. Last time they'd met, he'd told this version of his brother a whole series of lies about the future to come, in the hopes that, by trying to stop his Vash from losing faith in humanity, this version of Knives wouldn't make the same terrible choices.

That may have been just one more mistake in a long lifetime of mistakes. But if Knives didn't come here to be angry at Vash, then how is he here?
]

I'm sorry. Something strange is going on, and I don't understand why.

[ He can't leave Knives here, not by himself, and he can't bring him with him to Octovern, can he? Nowhere is safe right now, especially for the child version of Million Knives. Vash rubs hard at the back of his neck, trying to get his thoughts in order enough to see a way out of this. ]

Are you okay? You're not hurt?
littleblades: (13)

[personal profile] littleblades 2023-05-04 05:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Obviously something is wrong.

[ ending up here, yet again. just when he'd started to wonder if his initial adventure was some kind of dream or some intricate play of his imagination. yet it seemed the universe was far from finished toying with him.

one terrible disappointment after another. vash's question earns him a scowling look. ]


No. [ to both questions! ]
love_and_peace: (x32)

[personal profile] love_and_peace 2023-05-04 06:12 pm (UTC)(link)
No. [ Vash repeats, nodding in confirmation. That's good. That's something. ] I'm glad.

[ Knives is still clearly furious with him, though, and Vash wishes that he had the time to sit down with his brother and let him be furious. He looks back at the orphanage again, and shakes his head. He can't ask Knives to stay here. Not alone. Not without knowing what's going on. ]

I can't stay here. There's somewhere else I need to be. [ He holds out a hand hopefully. ] Will you come with me?
littleblades: (14)

[personal profile] littleblades 2023-05-04 06:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[ nai looks between vash and the offered hand, but chooses to ignore it as he walks past vash to head in the direction he'd been running in before. he can walk on his own just fine without having to hold his brother's hand, after all. the storm of emotions brewing inside him keeps him at a distance. ]

I don't have a choice, do I?

[ he thinks he could be on his own here, no need for food or water to worry about withering under the elements, but he doubts vash would be so keen to agree. ]
love_and_peace: (look- weary)

[personal profile] love_and_peace 2023-05-04 06:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Knives walks right past him. Vash closes his eyes and allows himself just one moment to imagine the world he'd tried to build: the ships made it to their destination, ample resources allowed for healthy, vibrant growth, and he and his brother were happy, living among loving, caring humans on a distant green world.

And then he opens his eyes and all he can see is death.
]

I'm sorry.

[ He falls into step with Knives, just outside of arms reach to prevent his brother from feeling crowded, his gaze fixed on the road before them. ]

You found her.

[ It's not a question. ]
littleblades: (26)

[personal profile] littleblades 2023-05-04 07:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[ he bows his head, eyes hidden beneath his bangs as they walk side by side. every moment since they learned the truth, nai's every thought has been consumed by seeing her. he is haunted, his dreams now turned to nightmares that leave him clutching at bedsheets on the verge of screaming until his throat burns bloody and ruined.

humans did this. they hurt her and they would be next, vash would be next and here he'd been wasting his time playing pretend with predators.

he feels waves of sick wash over him every time it comes to mind, which now feels constantly. ]


You knew. [ his voice is tight, eyes burning. ] How... How can you forgive them?
love_and_peace: (sad - contemplative-ish)

[personal profile] love_and_peace 2023-05-04 07:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Vash, meanwhile, keeps his head up, eyes forever on that horizon. The ark could reappear at any moment, and he's already lost too much. Knives cannot be allowed to hurt his younger self.

Knives cannot be allowed to know about his younger self.
]

It's not a matter of forgiveness.

[ His voice is tight, but steady. It's a good question, though. Someone hurts somebody else -- what should you do about that? He can't help but think, not of Tessla, but of Livio. Livio, who acted as he thought was best, who did what he thought he was supposed to do. Forgiveness would mean dismissing everything he'd done. Justice might look more like revenge, and neither of those paths led anywhere Vash wanted to go.

So what's the third option?
]

I don't forgive them. But I understand why they did what they did.
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[personal profile] littleblades 2023-05-04 08:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Tch!

[ gritting his teeth, nai's grip on the book trembles. even here he can feel tesla's unrelenting eye watching him. ]

I don't care... whatever their reasons, it doesn't matter! [ his anger feels juvenile and messy, unable to collect himself into the proper posture he tries so hard to maintain. nai shakes his head, his steps slowing without realizing it. he knows they're in a hurry, but how can he move when he feels like his chest is about to cave in? ]

I can't... [ he sniffs, hot tears sliding down his cheeks. ] I don't understand it... Vash...
love_and_peace: (x1)

[personal profile] love_and_peace 2023-05-04 08:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He slows his pace to match Knives's, but even when he can hear his brother crying, Vash doesn't turn his attention away from distant December. If he stops, if he takes his brother in his arms and lets him cry, he's not sure he'll be able to avoid breaking down with him. He's got too far to go still to fall apart now. ]

Humans made us. They just didn't understand that something they made could be as alive as they were.

[ He can still see her when he closes his eyes, can still see what was left of her and, worse, can still recall every detail of the reports where the harm that was done to her was documented, line by line and day by day. Her death was a horror that the world should never have known, and not one day has passed since then that he hasn't remembered her. Some days, he thinks that it's her memory that drives him even more than Rem's. ]

Her death... her life, it changed Rem's mind. That's how she was able to love us the way she did. [ He glances briefly at Knives, then back at the road. ] Does. We're not just things to her. We're people. That's what understanding can do.
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[personal profile] littleblades 2023-05-04 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[ the tears run down his cheeks against his will, the emotions that came with them refusing to stay buried. it had only been a few days since tesla's discovery, and every moment since nai had refused to break down. tesla had been the crack in the illusion of their pretty, little life, and now all he could feel was fear. overwhelmed by it and the questions that followed right behind; was he next? was he next? was vash next? what would happen if they were next?

he shifts the book to free one of his hands, scrubbing his face of weakness. he chews his lower lip with a canine, using the pain to try and ground himself. a bandage on a bullet wound. ]


Does she really love us? [ every interaction, every memory, now cast in the shadow of doubt. everything is different. ]
love_and_peace: (laugh - but he doesn't mean it)

[personal profile] love_and_peace 2023-05-05 12:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ It would be so easy to say of course she does!, but he remembers being where Knives is. He remembers that feeling of betrayal, of doubt, that dark place where it had seemed like nobody in the entire universe could be trusted. What's a word, to that feeling? ]

Every day, she wakes up, and she thinks about you. She's happiest when you're happy, when you're sad she comforts you, and when you're hurt she feels it too. Just seeing you makes her smile, and when you're not there she... [ His voice catches, but he takes a deep breath and continues. ] When you're not there she misses you.

[ The sand crunches under his boots. The breath is cool in his lungs, and the suns beat down hot on his face. One step at a time, holding tight to all the love he's lost, he keeps going. In a moment, perhaps, he'll notice Knives chewing on himself, but right now he can't see a thing -- his vision's too blurred. ]

She wants to watch you grow, wants to see the man you'll become. And she wants that man to be a good one so she guides you, tells you the lessons she's learned in her life so you can avoid her mistakes and borrow her strength. That sounds like love to me, don't you think?
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[personal profile] littleblades 2023-05-05 01:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ that sounds like love, don't you think?

it feels impossible to separate the tangled threads between what was genuine and what wasn't, the distrust that every interaction with other humans on the ship wasn't cloaked in layers of hidden agendas to incur pain and suffering on himself and vash. he doesn't know where to start or if it's even worth it now.

the only one he can trust is vash, even when he can't understand him.

his lip is bleeding now, but even the taste of blood on his tongue doesn't stop him from digging his canine in further. with his throat tight, still on the verge of tears despite his best efforts to stave off that terrible weakness, he finds it near impossible to respond.

instead, he steps closer to vash and takes his hand, gripping it tight. ]
love_and_peace: (look - soft and surprised)

[personal profile] love_and_peace 2023-05-05 02:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ He finally looks down when Knives takes his hand, his smiling mask firmly in place, but at the sight of the blood on his brother's face he stops dead in his tracks, dropping down to one knee and reaching for Knives's face with the hand that isn't being held. ]

I thought you said you weren't hurt! [ Here he was, babbling away about Rem and love, and his brother was right next to him bleeding! How could he have not noticed? ] Did you fall?
littleblades: (12)

[personal profile] littleblades 2023-05-05 04:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ already he feels wrung out, battered down by emotions that simply won't stop crashing into him. even his book feels heavier now.

when vash suddenly stops, touching nai's face, his response lags. at once he releases his lower lip from his canine, the sting of pain setting in as some of the fog of disassociation starts to lift. ]


I didn't... [ without thinking, his tongue darts out to dab at the fresh cut and visibly flinches when it hurts. ] ... it's just a cut, that's all.
love_and_peace: (look - oh?)

[personal profile] love_and_peace 2023-05-05 03:19 pm (UTC)(link)
You've been chewing on it?

[ If there's one thing Vash knows, it's injuries... not that it takes a great detective to tell the source of a hurt when he could see Knives chewing on it.

Surely it's just stress, right? He only just discovered T-- discovered her, he's been brought into this strange parallel future again, and the brother he thought he could rely on is preoccupied with other matters. Surely it's just stress.
]

That looks painful. Here... [ He's got a bottle of water in a pocket that he digs out and offers to Knives. ] To get the taste out of your mouth. I'll hold your book.
littleblades: (32)

[personal profile] littleblades 2023-05-05 04:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[ nai exhales a sigh through his nose and hands his book to vash to hold as he takes the water bottle. there are pages dog-ear'd where nai wanted to return to later after he'd finished marring the otherwise pristine book. before nai had plucked it from the library, it seemed no one else had any interest in reading about old religion. yet nai could see it for what it was - a warning. a call to action.

he takes a small swig of the water bottle, only enough to swish in his mouth. he pauses, looking ready to spit it out onto the dirt road before reconsidering with scrunched brows and swallows. he holds the bottle back out to vash. his lip had stopped bleeding, leaving an unsightly gash behind. ]


... Thank you.
love_and_peace: (smile - even tho your heart may break)

[personal profile] love_and_peace 2023-05-05 04:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He'd been a little worried that his brother would reject the offer of water, and he's clearly relieved when Knives takes it and washes his mouth out.

The book is a real beast! His brother's always been smart so Vash isn't surprised that he'd be working his way through something so hefty, but when he turns it over he is surprised at the title. Is it for class, maybe?
]

I can carry this for you for now. It's pretty big!

[ And his brother seems to be carrying enough right now. ]
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[personal profile] littleblades 2023-05-05 04:46 pm (UTC)(link)
It's my responsibility, so I should carry it.

[ stubborn to the very end, he can't simply let vash carry his burdens for himself. he doesn't know how long they have to walk to get to wherever vash needs to be, but nai is firmly determined to carry it all the way there. ]
love_and_peace: (x1)

[personal profile] love_and_peace 2023-05-05 05:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's more than ten miles to December. They're going to be walking for several hours. ]

If you like. [ He hands the massive book back, but his attention is on Knives's torn lip still, and the trouble he can see written all over his brother's face.

Although his heart isn't in it, Vash fixes his smile even brighter, and chirps:
]

Does that mean I should carry you?
littleblades: (21)

[personal profile] littleblades 2023-05-05 05:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ugh

it says something that nai doesn't immediately answer no. not for the first time, he wishes he could be older faster. at least then he could keep up with vash's long strides.

irrationally, he feels fear that vash could leave him behind. if he can't keep up, dragging him down, he could leave him somewhere with the promise to return, but what if he didn't? the maw of fear chews through him without regard for reason, and terribly, he can feel his eyes burning yet again. maybe he should be left behind. he knows he'd leave himself behind for behaving so terribly weak. it was shameful.

he turns his head away from vash and gives a short nod. ]


It-... It'll be faster, right? I don't have freakishly long legs like you do.
love_and_peace: (x32)

[personal profile] love_and_peace 2023-05-05 06:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[ His brother looks upset at the suggestion -- more so than Vash would have expected. If he were small too, he'd break his brother's bad mood with a joke, or a hug, or a punch, or all three in some order or another. But like this, with him so old and his brother still so very young, he can't help but see it: they're not who they used to be to one another. They're not equals anymore, two halves of a whole. They're a mismatched set, pretending to be a pair.

That ball of grief in his chest threatens to rise up again, but Vash just smiles all the more broadly and lets the pain pass over him.
]

I didn't mean it like that. [ They have to find a new way to relate, then, or he has to find a new way. Too bad he wouldn't have the first clue how to go about that on his best day, which today is most decidedly not. ] It is a long way, and it is urgent, but you're more important than anything else. If you want to walk, then we'll walk. I'm just glad to have the company.
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[personal profile] littleblades 2023-05-05 08:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[ the road ahead is winding and rocky, but if they walk together hand in hand then surely they can overcome any obstacle. ]

I want you to carry me.

[ he levels vash with an obstinate frown. ]

If it's important to you, then it's important to me that we get there soon as quickly as possible. That's what I want.
Edited 2023-05-05 20:09 (UTC)
love_and_peace: (laugh - but he doesn't mean it)

[personal profile] love_and_peace 2023-05-05 09:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[ What he wouldn't give for a car right about now. Or a motorcycle. ]

All right. ...Thank you.

[ Still kneeling, he half turns, so Knives can climb onto his back. Piggyback is probably the best choice here, if the book won't get in the way? ]

In that case, you can be my co-pilot. Tell me if you see anything in the sky, okay? Anything that looks like a ship? That's what I'm looking for.
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[personal profile] littleblades 2023-05-05 09:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Hmm...?

[ book tucked between his chest and vash's back, nai climbs aboard. he hooks his arm around his neck and his legs around his chest, propping his chin on vash's shoulder. ]

Why are you looking for a ship?

[ all he can see when he looks out is desert sands and blue skies. ]
love_and_peace: (glare - over the shoulder)

[personal profile] love_and_peace 2023-05-05 10:24 pm (UTC)(link)
[ And hopefully that's all he'll see for the whole trip. Holding on okay? Then Vash will take off! He'll keep it to a jog at first, to make sure Knives is secure and comfortable, then speed up once they're both set. ]

There's somebody taking all the plants.

[ It's a fine line, the border between honestly and stupidity. How could he possibly tell his little brother that he's got the world in a panic, and that Vash is the only one who can stop him? A century and a half of mistrust, of violence, of loneliness... he won't do it.

And since he can't take the blame this time, he'll simply invent someone to point the finger at. With any luck, Knives will find a way back home before things go too far.
]

These towns, they depends on our sisters for everything. Water, food, everything's made by plants. Without them, these towns are dying. These people are dying.

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