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i July
In the dark of the just-set suns, the vast gaping chasm where there was once a city seems to moan, a low and mournful note as the still hot wind sweeps over its edge and down into the blackness below. It wasn't always there. Sometimes it was ruins, sometimes it was light and noise and life. Right now, it's a hole, and the steady breeze plays notes along its broken, ragged edges like a half-forgotten dirge.
It shouldn't be there. It should be ruins, he's certain of it, crumbling outlines of homes and businesses and lives. There still were ruins, just a little further out, the tumbled broken brick and stucco he expected, but this? This is so bewildering he doesn't know what to think about it, he just pulls his long heavy cloak tighter around himself to keep the sand-strewn wind out and stares. He too shouldn't be there, and he strikes a figure that is at once familiar and strange, the shrouding wrap of fabric hiding most but not all of the violently red coat below, or the vague outline of more limbs than there should be. At its hem on one side right along the ground, long protrusions almost like feathery blades or sharpened fingers curl against a brick long separated from its home, absently digging a little furrow into it. More proper feathers trail almost like a peacock's train in the dust, occasionally looping loosely around whatever's nearest. The closer anyone gets, the more tangible his presence is alone, an oppressive weight like a sandstorm on the horizon. It wasn't every day he didn't know how to feel about something. Usually it was feeling too much about something.
Maybe he shouldn't have listened to the message on the radio and set out to investigate it. He picks up the brick with the longer of his arms, strangely articulated blade-fingers finding easy purchase in the stone's surface, and flicks it into the pit, listening for the sound of impact and quietly counting under his breath.
ii Desert, A Lost Steamer
There's no point in hanging around mystery holes! Especially ones that didn't stay holes and profoundly disturbed him on so many levels that he's going elsewhere for a while, scrunching across the sand towards.. whatever was in that general direction. It should be a town or city sooner or later, if the stars weren't also completely screwed up and likely to point him in the wrong direction, a place he could pick up a few supplies, put the mask back on and hopefully get in and out before he had to think about it too much.
But there's the wreck of a sand steamer sitting in the sand, far displaced from its proper routes, half torn open from some kind of internal explosion and by the looks of it thoroughly abandoned. The suns would be up in another hour.
Free shelter! Maybe free supplies!
It's almost with a bounce in his step that he heads for the wreck, humming a little under his breath, train of feathers and sharp edges held at a jaunty, strangely optimistic seeming angle like a rooster's tail.
In the dark of the just-set suns, the vast gaping chasm where there was once a city seems to moan, a low and mournful note as the still hot wind sweeps over its edge and down into the blackness below. It wasn't always there. Sometimes it was ruins, sometimes it was light and noise and life. Right now, it's a hole, and the steady breeze plays notes along its broken, ragged edges like a half-forgotten dirge.
It shouldn't be there. It should be ruins, he's certain of it, crumbling outlines of homes and businesses and lives. There still were ruins, just a little further out, the tumbled broken brick and stucco he expected, but this? This is so bewildering he doesn't know what to think about it, he just pulls his long heavy cloak tighter around himself to keep the sand-strewn wind out and stares. He too shouldn't be there, and he strikes a figure that is at once familiar and strange, the shrouding wrap of fabric hiding most but not all of the violently red coat below, or the vague outline of more limbs than there should be. At its hem on one side right along the ground, long protrusions almost like feathery blades or sharpened fingers curl against a brick long separated from its home, absently digging a little furrow into it. More proper feathers trail almost like a peacock's train in the dust, occasionally looping loosely around whatever's nearest. The closer anyone gets, the more tangible his presence is alone, an oppressive weight like a sandstorm on the horizon. It wasn't every day he didn't know how to feel about something. Usually it was feeling too much about something.
Maybe he shouldn't have listened to the message on the radio and set out to investigate it. He picks up the brick with the longer of his arms, strangely articulated blade-fingers finding easy purchase in the stone's surface, and flicks it into the pit, listening for the sound of impact and quietly counting under his breath.
ii Desert, A Lost Steamer
There's no point in hanging around mystery holes! Especially ones that didn't stay holes and profoundly disturbed him on so many levels that he's going elsewhere for a while, scrunching across the sand towards.. whatever was in that general direction. It should be a town or city sooner or later, if the stars weren't also completely screwed up and likely to point him in the wrong direction, a place he could pick up a few supplies, put the mask back on and hopefully get in and out before he had to think about it too much.
But there's the wreck of a sand steamer sitting in the sand, far displaced from its proper routes, half torn open from some kind of internal explosion and by the looks of it thoroughly abandoned. The suns would be up in another hour.
Free shelter! Maybe free supplies!
It's almost with a bounce in his step that he heads for the wreck, humming a little under his breath, train of feathers and sharp edges held at a jaunty, strangely optimistic seeming angle like a rooster's tail.
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And not even a little displeased, it's so rare he can just sit around like a bump on a rock and have a chat with someone who wasn't Wolfwood or Elendira! Sure there were some philosophical questions, like was he really talking to someone else at all??
"I've heard rumors! Horrible menaces lurking about stirring up trouble. I thought it was someone running around pretending, but hoo, I guess not. I'll just assume it's the usual nonsense people exaggerate." So the trouble and menace and evil was ... not really going on, which he was fine with. Peaceful days would continue! "Don't tell me all the rest are Vash, though." There's an implication in Vash's words that there was more than just them. How many? Every part of him was rather curious. "How on earth would anyone keep that straight if we all got in a room together?"
Except for him, he was willing to bet they had the appropriate number of limbs and faces, and besides, he's an Enchanter, not a Stampede. It doesn't seem like he's jealous of his space at all so putting things down isn't a problem, but pardon him if he's going to plop on one of the mattress, boots sticking out one end of the blanket burrito. "Yeah, but on the other hand, if it's your kingdom, you could just.. get a trusted vizier and make them do all the hard work while you ran around having fun. I'm pretty sure that's what the history books say monarchs do anyway." Sounds fun to him!
The protein bar is waved off. "I had a can of maybe pears earlier. Can't say for sure if they're ... actually pears, I don't remember what they're supposed to taste like."
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A lot. A lot of hours.
"I had a fresh pear once." Sure, they could talk about all their alternates and duplicates and discuss which of them were actually Vash, contemplate the issues with multiple realities coexisting, hell, theorize on whether this particular reality was in fact real! But on the other hand? Pears.
"There was a geo-plant in July, and she loved fruit." It's not the best of memories, all told, but so long as he sticks with the present, the earlier days, he should be just fine. "They tried to get her to grow all kinds of things, soy, and sorghum, but she just wanted to make flowering trees covered in sweet things." He smiles at the memory, leaning his head against the wall behind him.
"So they had orchards. Little ones, at the edge of town, growing pretty much anything you can think of." And they'd been expensive as all get-out, only available to the wealthiest of the wealthy, but that detail just sours the sweetness of the rest of the tale, so he chooses to leave it out. "Oranges, and lemons, apples... and way in the back there were these three tiny pear trees. They were going to take them out, they said, because they couldn't ship them anywhere. They were too delicate, they bruised too easily." And if there's no profit, there's no point. "So the night before they were going to get cut down I snuck in, and there was one single pear left."
Man. He's really tired.
"It tasted terrible." His teeth ache again just thinking about it! "Green and hard, and weirdly sour..." He trails off, chuckling at the memory. It had been a truly truly great experience, and a truly awful pear. "Anyway! I hope yours were better than that!"
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He says nothing as this story of a little garden of fruit trees unfolds, digging through his memory to see if he recalled any such location before --
... No, he's not ready to dwell on July as a broad topic yet, it came with a painful snarl of negativity, emotional and physical pain on multiple levels, and terrible grief. He was going to have to sort that out eventually, but carefully sets it aside. If ever there was a useful skill to have, it was simply completely ignoring all emotions, and he could be grateful for it even if it came from a long history of terrible things.
"I think pears are supposed to be brownish on the outside," he ventures after a long moment, a bit puzzled. He didn't .. think he'd ever seen one on a tree, so maybe.. "Maybe it wasn't ready yet? I wonder how they handled pollinating, maybe by hand or did the worms get in on it? ...Uh, actually, I guess it ..doesn't matter." Fruit trees in the desert.
It must have been a sight, like the wonders of Little Arcadia. There's a part of him that wished he knew about it MUCH sooner (except.. he did), so he could have ... done. Something. About it. The thought is pushed away with a flash of bitter annoyance that is also squelched. "The ones I had, had a weird texture, kind of grainy, but it wasn't sour. Hey, why don't you get some rest. It's safe enough here, I'll keep an eye out. And speaking of July, when you wake up I'll show you something neat. But it's not going anywhere so it can wait."
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"Something about July?" He could get up and get one of those mattresses in the corner... or he could just close his eyes for a moment. "Okay." What could be neat about July? As soon as he wakes up, he'll be excited to find out! "Sorry, I think I'm just gonna..."
...gonna sleep sitting against the far wall, apparently. Give him an hour or three, he'll be fine.
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Patiently, he waits and does absolutely NOTHING for a while, eyes fixed on the sleeping form before very slowly .. untying his boots with one normal looking hand and one very much NOT normal looking hand and kicking them off with a sigh. Ah, foot circulation, that's the true essence of relaxation. And then sets out to do a few things, now on quiet besocked feet.
There's no interruption at all - Vash may well get to sleep right to sunset! But when he wakes, no matter how short or long that takes, there's a bottle sitting nearby, with a plate and a wrapped sandwich sitting on it. The bottle's ... seriously watered down ale of some form, but liquid and not blisteringly hot so probably better than nothing.
The sandwich looks a fair bit fresher.
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He doesn't jolt awake, just a short, sharp inhale, a second or two pause as he listens all around the room for any trouble, and then a showy yawn and stretch once he's sure everything's fine. More than fine, once he spots the food left out for him!
Wherever in the room Tim is, he's getting beamed at. Full-force Smile of Hope and Delight, in technicolor.
"You made me lunch?"
Seriously. Favorite alternate self ever.
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He's relocated to a swivel chair, back in his blanket burrito but still without his boots on. He won't go anywhere until dark, the cold was easier to deal with than the heat. This steamer was just FULL of handy things, like swivel chairs, though he's pretty sure it once belonged to the captain. "I tried to find another can of pears so you can experience them but I guess it was the only one. Sorry!"
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"Dat..." Sorry, let him swallow that giant mouthful first. "No, that's fine, this is just what I needed!" And much fresher than he'd have expected, given their location. "Protein bars might travel well, but do they really need to taste so much like wet paper?"
He remembers the comment about a July-related reveal, he's just going to eat first before bringing it up again. For all that he told a story about July before passing out, it's still a tender subject, and grief has a way of making him lose his appetite. No need to ruin the enjoyment of a good sandwich, right?
"And the chocolate ones are even worse, yuck."
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But by the sound of it that's a memory to be mourned. He'd heard twinkies were nearly as indestructible, but those were much harder to get. And less healthy. "One day I'm going to get the nerve to actually find out what's IN those things, but it might also scar me for life." They may be better off not knowing. He's faced countless tragedies and horrors, but the possibility of a protein bar likely being ninety percent sawdust or something is not something he's prepared for!
He wiggles socked toes thoughtfully. No, maybe he WOULDN'T ask one day. "Probably worm powder or something. Sawdust. The sludge that comes up from a mostly dry well."
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"Clay." Watered down ale isn't warm water that's been sitting in a canteen for the better part of a week, which puts it just a step or two below actual manna from heaven at this point. Delicious, friend, thank you so much. "Clay and toma scat, I'd bet money on it." No wonder so many folks outside of the towns prefer to hunt for their meals!
Sandwich inhaled and drink drunk, Vash leans back against the wall with a contented sigh. "You're a hero for that. Thank you again." He'll pay the favor back -- or forward, as the case may be -- as soon as he's got the opportunity. "Was there something you wanted to show me?"
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And unlike those forays into unsobriety, there's no arguing with himself going on! It's great! It's almost enough to truly relax. Almost. That would mean shedding the burrito and not putting so much concentration into looking as human as he can, and he's not quite ready to inflict that on the unsuspecting just yet.
He looks a bit startled when reminded he was going to show off something, straightening up a bit. "Oh, right! Here, take a look back July's way, and tell me what you think." He holds out a pair of ordinary looking binoculars with his right hand - always the right. The left is still thoroughly under wraps. There's nothing at all wrong with the binoculars, they show sand, sand and more sand!
And beyond that, the ruins of July. Or at least, some of the ruins, the blasted walls and broken crumbling architecture of its outskirts are certainly there but the rest is dominated by the absolutely towering shape of a massive ship split in half and lodged bow and stern in the ground. Growing out of its shattered midsection and reaching towards the sky in numberless glittering spires of metal and glass is what can only be called a city.
But not a city as he'd ever come across, in all his years of wandering; that was simply beyond the architecture of No Man's Land as he knows it. He'd only seen it in old pictures of Earth, in its own cities full of skyscrapers and teeming with people. At this time of day the city casts a short shadow on the ground, a sharp-edged black thing that shades the very ruins of the city he was more familiar with and had destroyed (or instigated the destruction of, he wasn't sure. Maybe both), and sand and sun can be seen peeking beneath it where the hull of the split ship didn't quite reach sand in the middle. Something about those distant gleaming edifices suggest it would be, in the dark of night, magnificent to see.
Were they any sharper, maybe a little radio tower can be made out, and a certain residence, but it was quite some distance, so perhaps not.
That city growing out of the wreckage of an ancient ship wasn't there three hours ago. It hasn't made its appearance in about a week now, but there it was.
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"I didn't realize we were so close," he says, taking the binoculars and heading over to the porthole. Sure, he'd been heading in that direction, but he'd thought he had at least another day's walking ahead of him. For once, the rogue portals left over from their journey here -- if that's what they are! Their sisters in Octovern hadn't known what to make of them, anyway -- have done some good! "What am I...?"
The words looking for die in his throat as he sees exactly what Tim wanted to show him. He can just barely make out the ruins of July, the familiar mess of blasted brick and sand drifts that have collected over the years, but the sight is almost entirely obscured by a city that's like nothing Vash has ever seen. He's seen hundreds of cities built around the ruins of one piece of ship or another, hundreds of towns that have stripped every last bit of technology out of those nearly impenetrable hulls and repurposed it into everything from home appliances to bizarre body modifications to weaponry. Mostly, it's been a lot of weaponry.
But this? There's no city on Noman's that looks like this, nothing that tall! Nothing that amazing!
"He said it was a hole." He's not entirely aware that he's speaking aloud, the words mostly meant for himself. Knives had warned him -- there's a hole out by July, he'd said, but this is no hole! This is something else entirely. This is new.
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And then he waits, bouncing just a little in place, keenly interested on an external perspective.
"I've never seen a city like that outside pictures. But that's supposed to be July. A July." Even through the tumult of emotions the ruins brought to the fore, this is so unexpected that he could put it all aside and feel nothing but maddening curiosity. "It was a hole when I arrived last night. Does it look like the one you knew, with the fruit trees?"
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"No." He can't look away from the amazing city. The towers! The lights! That Vash he'd met with the beautiful green arm... was this his July? He'll have to ask, next time they meet, if he can. "No, the July I..." Destroyed. "...remember is there, just past the lit up one. The ruins." So sometimes there's one July, and sometimes there's two, a gleaming city, and a hole.
And this July has people.
He has to go check it out. Finally turning away from the porthole, Vash offers the binoculars back, although his gaze keeps getting drawn back to the wonder outside.
"I'm feeling like a brisk thirty mile walk. Any interest in coming with me?"
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He hasn't spent enough time in the vicinity to know. Or asking around about what happened to the split-ship city to begin with, maybe in some world or other those glittering towers never were destroyed at all. He takes the binoculars back and sets them beside him for later. It was probably going to be much neater looking after dark. "I can only guess, but I think this July built upwards instead of outwards. I'm ... used to the outwards one." Sandy tan buildings, dusty streets and happy people.
He turns to glance at the porthole, and the suspiciously sunlike light pooling through it. It's still daylight, did he REALLY want to go out in the sun, wearing multiple layers, knowing it'll take a day to get there on foot?
"If you're willing to wait til sundown, I can get us there in about an hour or so." Or they CAN go now, but he's reluctant, as curious as he is.
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But he still wouldn't make it to that new July until nearly sundown, so if Tim has a way to make that trip happen faster, then he's all ears! "Oh, you have a vehicle! That's a much better option that walking." He doesn't understand why that vehicle can't transport them now, but it's Tim's car, and therefore Tim's call. With a self-deprecating laugh, Vash leans against the wall of the ship again, gazing out the porthole at the glimmering city beyond.
"You think it'll still be there later tonight?" If it's vanishing, then shouldn't they go see it while it's here? And what about Rem, and the kids, and everyone else staying in the station at the edge of the... the first July, maybe? Lost July.
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Flying had its risks too but he was sure he could mitigate those with the comfort of nightfall and perhaps a blindfold. As much as he was pretty sure Vash wouldn't recoil in disgust or call him an abomination or something, there was still a fair bit of unease in revealing any of it to someone else. "I did a little bit of asking. If the hole or the ruins last a few days, there's no reason to think this won't either."
Probably. He's willing to wait and find out because six layers under the desert suns was not something he wanted to do even more than he /did/ want to go see the city himself. "It's ... it's silly, but I can't help but wonder, if ..." He leans back too, propped mostly on blankets and mattresses, expression a touch wistful. "Anyone there might be familiar." Probably not. July didn't exactly disappear recently. ..Did it?
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But first Knives and now Tim have pointed out that the city is shifting, and Vash can't help but wonder if it has something to do with the form of its destruction. Is it just a quirk of their sisters' efforts to save the Red Brother, just another piece of strangeness that they all not get to adapt to? Or did he break more than he'd imagined when he'd destroyed July and undone all her residents?
"Only ghosts," he quips, his tone less dry and more melancholy than he intended, whoops. With an embarrassed clearing of his throat, he tries that again: "I mean, no. I didn't recognize any of the people I could see just now."
Still leaning against the wall so he can see July out of the corner of his eye, he smiles sympathetically at the burrito next to him. "Are you looking for anyone in particular?"
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Just the lingering memories of people long gone, then. It didn't quite bother him as much as it once did; certainly it was sad, and he had plenty of painful memories attached, but wrenching grief was harder to generate these days.
But if it was appearing, in some other form, that was a live population. A live population could theoretically be evacuated. Could the world in the shape it was in, absorb its refugees? "....Sometimes, a bit. I have a pair of companions I'm keeping an eye out for, and they'd be drawn to such strangeness like flies to vinegar. And then meddle in everything."
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If it is, then they have to get those people out of there, and quickly. Tim is right -- it'll take him all day to walk there, so waiting until evening to drive makes sense, but the waiting isn't easy. He's never been very good at staying still.
The talking helps. "Ha ha, I know some people like that!" More than a few, if he's being honest -- he seems to attract folks who are, as Tim says, drawn to strangeness. "They're a pair of insurance agents, and they're just about the bravest people I've ever met. I've never seen anyone run towards trouble like they do."
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They'll catch him sooner or later, and then give him hell for making them wait. But he'd been sorting out how he even felt about humans for a while, and didn't want to take the chance of impulsively hurting them.
That danger's past now. So why was he reluctant? "But I know you know one of the ones I did mean, if things are the same everywhere. Nick, and another you might not know yet, Elendira. They're--" Obviously he was going to say 'good people', but he looks thoughtful again, and a bit amused. That might not exactly apply, one has a foul mouth and a tendency to spray bullets everywhere, the other was perfectly proper but tended to lob nails. "Well, they're. They're something, when they're not fighting like cats and dogs. But if Elendira's about, she's not very good at keeping the nihilism at bay without something to keep her occupied, so I'm keeping a feeler out in case she turns up."
By the way he talks about them both, his tone says they're both considered friends, and that he cares about them. Equally? That's harder to tell. But Elendira is no enemy, and Wolfwood qualifies as 'Nick'.
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"Sorry, are we talking about the same Elendira?" Because sure, everyone he counts as a friend is a little chaotic, in one way or another: Wolfwood's violent, Meryl's bossy, and Millie...
Well. Millie's perfect and wonderful and kind, and he really hopes she's doing well. But Elendira doesn't fit his description of a friend in any universe! "Tall, a little bit kill-happy, has a suitcase full of nails that are way bigger than nails ever should be?"
Elendira was one of Knives's crew, and while he'll allow for a lot of differences between worlds, he's having a hard time picturing a version of himself who would count Crimsonnail in the same category as Wolfwood and the girls. He hates to think it, but it's honestly suspicious; for the first time since they've met, Vash lets himself wonder about the blanket 'Tim' has wrapped himself up in... and about the twin moles on his face. What world does he come from, where Crimsonnail is a friend?
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He waves one hand as if to ward off arguments with a brief chuckle. "She belongs on a different world, somewhere where her fashion and ambition could build her a design empire. Without anything to build on here, she gets lost, like so many others. Who on this planet cares about high fashion, elegance and all that? Who can afford or get food to support a chef of epicurean tastes? But she won't talk about any of that to a stranger. Give her a chance, if you run into her again. She's ferocious but that's not all. Nick can come off like a monster at first if he wants to, too."
And between her and Wolfwood, they kept him alive, then kept him stable, then remained long after they had to. Long enough to learn the bitter and long broken dreams they'd dreamed and given up on. "You're missing out on the best cocktail maker this side of New Miami if you don't."
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"I do like a good cocktail," he admits, turning finally from the window to take a seat below it. "And okay, okay, you're right, it's not as if I've ever talked to her except one time, and that wasn't really a friendly talk." To put it mildly.
A world where Wolfwood -- where Nick -- and Elendira were his friends. Nope, it's still hard to picture it! "But if you know those two, and the insurance girls, then our worlds must be pretty similar! Aside from..." He taps his mole -- only one on this face! "...a couple things."
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They still didn't qualify as good people. But Wolfwood definitely meant well, for at least some people and especially children, and Elendira was similarly disposed to a few. They deserved better than the problems this world handed to them.
There's more differences than a couple things, but he merely kicks his feet idly, as if none of this was a problem. It wouldn't be, so long as he was careful, he knew he could be frightening on appearances alone. "Ahh, little differences make all the fun, I for example obviously have way better outfits." It's, from what can be seen, pretty much a very standard outfit for any Vash The Stampede. "Must be the benefits of having a fashionista as a friend. Oh! I bet I have one difference. Humans turning up from earth in all kinds of fancy spaceships!"
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