"So you haven't." It's not even resigned, just a simple acceptance of the fact. "I'm sorry." It doesn't change much of anything, but it's the truth.

He never had this kind of conversation with Nai. And... he suspects Nai won't let him have it, either. But it's always... different, when things are said outside your head.

After a moment, he nods. "I'll have to find them myself. That makes sense. And - whatever you think I should know?"