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On The First Day

It had been months.

Months of terror, of families ripped apart, refugees racing against the Ark in the sky, against the Plants that had once been their only source of survival on the world and had now been turned against them, raining lightning and death down on them like the hand of a vengeful God. Humanity pushed to the brink, fleeing their homes and communities, waves of refugees fleeing across the sands as more and more towns and cities fell to the reign of destruction that had been biting at their heels every step of the way.

And then, as the last descendants of the survivors of the Big Fall clustered in the city of Octovern, spiilling out into the streets, every available, livable space filled to capacity and beyond, what felt like the final days of humanity began. The sounds of artillery fire filled the air, the sight of the Ark and its grotesque ruler loomed overhead, and in the distant sky high above, the previously-inconceivable reinforcement ships from Earth took up orbit around No Man's Land. Throughout the night, explosions lit up the sky, thundering with deafening reports through the air, and yet the civilians below had settled into a still, terrified, anticipatory silence. They couldn't see, from their perspective, the figures atop the ruins of the Earth's space destroyers that had already fallen to the ground, locked in battle for the future of the people far below. But the sight of Millions Knives high above, terrifying and grotesque with the power of the Plants he had absorbed, was omnipresent, a never-ending threat, the harbinger of doom, biding his time until he could make good on his promise to wipe every last one of them off the face of existence.

And then something had changed.

Electrical currents rippled through the air above the downed ship, carrying screams on the wind. To the people below, Millions Knives' massive form had shifted, writhing, bellowing with unholy rage and pain and despair. And then it begun to unmake itself, shredding, crumbling, tearing itself apart at the seams and floating to the ground in tiny, shining, white particles. Tiny, white feathers drifted on the wind, closer and closer before, one by one, they began to settle to the roofs of the buildings, to the tops of cars and to the streets, and to the heads and faces of the humans staring up from below.

The instant that contact was made between feather and skin, a connection was made; between Human and Plant, between each person standing side by side, minds thrown open in bursts of light and expanding consciousness, and through the doors sprang multitudes of memories spanning hundreds of years. Suffering, laughter, pain, sorrow, joy, enslavement, death, pride, love. The Plants had made the connection to their creators - their keepers - that they had been silently pleading for since their first containment, and with it every man, woman, and child on the surface of the world began to see and feel and hear their stories and their cries for help. They did not want this war, they did not want this destruction. They had seen the promises of vengeance and a paradise for their kind atop the bones of humanity offered by Millions Knives and they had felt the hopes and dreams carried by Vash the Stampede of a kinder, more loving world, and they had made their choice.

Of course, but...what would he do at a time like this?


I wonder if he'll laugh again


I wonder if he'll follow his ideals again.


I see. You all know him as well. That young man with a gentle smile.


Little Red Brother.


Let there be love and peace in this world.


In the chaos that followed, as the bodies of the Plants began tumbling to the ground in a writhing mass and the screams of shock and confusion began to rise from the sea of humanity below, something rippled in the air, a last gasp of those silent voices before the connection was lost.

Help Us. Help him. Please.


This was...different. New. As if reality had taken the distraction caused by the calamity below to shift itself sharply to the left, and then snapped. It started at the core of the mass of angelic bodies as men and women began to rush to their aid, a shockwave in the fabric of creation that rumbled silently in the atoms of the world and ricocheted outward, along the ground, through the air, until it had enveloped the entire planet. Time froze for an instant, and to the eyes of all who had the capacity for sight, that leftward shift became manifest, the world doubling on itself as the ground shook beneath their feet.

Wails of confusion and fear rose into the night sky, and for a brief moment, it felt as if the world were about to unmake itself on the molecular level. But then, just as suddenly as it had come, the distortion snapped back into place with a loud, ear-splitting CRACK, and in the stunned silence that followed, only one thing could be certain; things were not the same as they had been mere moments ago, as if everything and yet nothing at all had changed, all at once.

The world of No Man's Land was as it should be, but all across the surface of the planet, pockets of reality had split open, sending the inhabitants of mirrored existences tumbling through wide, unseen rifts. People and places outside of time and space found themselves staggering to their feet in a world that was both foreign and familiar at the same time, found themselves face to face with their own reflection made flesh, tossed about by the pleas of a race reaching across the fabric of creation for aid in putting a stop to a war that had been fought time and time again, across reality after reality, without fail.


Thus began the new chapter in the history of No Man's Land.



[Wherever your character was, whatever they were doing, when the rifts in reality opened, they will have found themselves rocked by a massive earthquake that lastes a few short seconds before settling with a loud crack, like thunder. While no damage will be left in its wake, the characters themselves will realize that though the planet appears to be the same, it will quickly become evident that they are in an alternate reality of the place they call home. Are they standing in the rubble of a once-destroyed city now remade whole? Is the bar they had been taking refuge in suddenly gone, leaving them tumbling to the sand with nothing but their drink in their hand? And what of the friends that had been standing by their side seconds before? This is where your stories begin.]
mercifullyheavy: (Drunk And Angsty)

[personal profile] mercifullyheavy 2023-05-25 07:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[He wasn't listening to what Vash cried out to the kid as he ran away, so focused on what was happening in front of him, but the way Vash just seemed to wilt when he restrained him, how defeated he looked before the other slid in behind him to hold him back, was wrong, so wrong. Vash shouldn't look that way, he shouldn't give up like that, especially not when he was out of his fucking mind like this, and for a moment Wolfwood almost let the worry it caused give him a rush of panic.

But then the other Vash was there, and he could feel the reassurance he was radiating out, even if it wasn't the same for him as it would have been for their kind, and he watched Vash collapse into the support, the fight and the tension bleeding out of him into a picture of pure exhaustion. He waited, barely breathing himself, watching him to be sure he continued to breathe. When the feathers began to slip away, he shifted his hold enough to let the fabric of his coat fall away so that he could hold his right hand in both of his own.

Those words were soft, but Nicholas' hearing was fine enough thanks to the things that had been done to him that he could hear him just fine, even though he seemed to not realize he was there and the words didn't seem to be for him. He felt his heart breaking apart in his chest and he didn't know what to even say, if it would even be welcome, so he simply stayed silent, his thumbs rubbing gentle circles against the inside of his palm, the heat of his wrist through his glove.

He had done this. This whole day, everything he'd been through that lead up to now, was Nicholas' fault. As if he didn't feel emotionally raw enough, drained of every last bit of his own energy reserves already, the knowledge that he was like this because of what he had done was the final straw, and he had to fight back his own wave of exhaustion and even more tears than he'd already let himself show.

After a moment of trying to compose himself, he looked over at the other Vash, blinking through the blurriness around his vision, and then around them, down the street. He didn't often spend a lot of time in December, but he knew it well enough that he thought he could figure out a place they could go to get out of the open, at least for a while.]


I think...[His voice cracked, raw and quiet, and he cleared his throat.] there should be an inn nearby. It shouldn't be too hard to find the keys to the rooms. I think we could all use a bit of a rest.

[And maybe an entire bottle of something really, extremely high in the alcohol content. He needed to drink until his brain just shut down completely for a while, no amount of nicotine was going to cut it after this.]
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[personal profile] cowgoesmoo 2023-05-25 07:23 pm (UTC)(link)
You're my sister, silly.

[ She's family -- how could he possibly forget about her?

If she can sleep, then he'll know that she's not hurting when he runs to get whatever supplies he can find.
]

I won't be long. [ And then, to their other sisters hovering above: ] Can you pick me up? Way way high, so I can see all around?
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[personal profile] rejuvenation 2023-05-25 07:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Sister...

[ Tessla repeats softly, before the wings drag her into the middle of the cocoon to keep her safe and away from everything else. Maybe she will sleep, or maybe she will just lie there and wait. Having any kind of hope that the pain will stop is new, and it's frightening to even think about.

She's hoped so many times, but in the end there had been no point. She didn't think she had any left, but... he was like her. Just like her. It had to mean something.

Some of the wings around the cocoon creak and snap, moving apart to raise Vash on top of the tight formation of feathers. It's not much higher than on the roof of a truck, but it's something. ]
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[personal profile] cowgoesmoo 2023-05-25 07:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[ His feathers untangle from hers all on their own, and Vash watches, amazed, as they slide back under his skin without any pain or bumps or anything. He can't wait to show this trick to Knives once he's back! But for now he's got important business to attend to.

The wings lift him up, and it's not as high as he was hoping but it's more than he could see from the ground. One hand over his eyes to shield them from the bright suns, Vash scours the horizon, looking for any sign of people. There's nothing... nothing... and then he spots what he thinks might be smoke, way out beneath the bigger of the two suns. Smoke means people!
]

There! [ He pats the wings eagerly. ] Put me down, put me down! [ That smoke looks to be a long ways away, but he'll run as far as he has to for her! ]

It's gonna take me a long time to get there and back, but I'm coming back! Tell her I'm coming back!

[ It might even be dark by the time he's able to return, but he'll find them. He's sure he'll be able to find them again. ]

Take care of her until I'm back!
el_llorono: (Pensive)

[personal profile] el_llorono 2023-05-25 08:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[He watched her clinging to him, her grasp on reality obviously terrible, but it made sense. He remembered, how the human way of doing things had seemed so foreign to the poor girl, even after over a century of following Rem, following Vash by proxy. If he had the energy to feel much more than exhausted, it would have made him feel so angry, the sight of her suffering and knowing what had gotten her to this point. Why was it always kids? Why did the fucking doctors always go after the kids?

But he needed rest, and he didn't want to risk letting himself slip into the void here, when he knew how easy it was for him to lose time there. It was a safer thing back at Rem's little home, but that in and of itself brought even more hurdles.

He turned his head so that when he spoke, sparing only the slightest amount of energy so that his voice was barely audible, he was speaking right into Vash's ear.]


Can't leave 'er out here, Blondie. But don't think she'd take kindly to mom...can't make the decision for you. Gonna need to rest soon. Tired. [And so he hopefully wouldn't worry too much, because that was just what he knew he did, a moment later he murmured out again.] Can get home, fine. We're not far out. But if I go quiet, don't worry. Takes energy to...stay present. Be heard.
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[personal profile] el_llorono 2023-05-25 08:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[His memories? No, that didn't seem right. He'd never really had any trouble misremembering things before, though...if he had, then how would he even know? But then his ponderings over the state of his own memories hiccupped a moment when he realized what he'd just called him, and for a split second, he very nearly told him just exactly how old he'd been, to spite the snarky nickname.

But...that...felt like too much bad news for one day. He wouldn't drop that bombshell in his lap.]


Don't think so. They hadn't gotten a chance to fuck with me once I started followin' Needle-Noggin. [He snorted softly to himself at the petulant little shit's outbursts, but the way his voice was starting to croak around a lack of water was worrying.] Vash was headed towards Home when something happened. An earthquake? Whatever it was... [It had done more than just throw him to the winds of wherever they had been before. Vash had perceived him. He'd touched him.] I don't know. I might have lost time, happens sometimes. He wasn't here when things settled. I can point you in the direction we were headed, if you wanna try.

[Which...just begged the question; if Vash were there...if they continued on the path he'd been headed and got there and Vash came face to face with Wolfwood again, even if it was one who was weirdly young and not-quite-right...

Well. In the long run, it was better to cross that bridge when they came to it, rather than let this other Nicholas die in the desert because he felt worried about crossing some sort of paradox.]


We honestly weren't too far out, far as I could tell. Things kind of blur together after a while, but it's as good a shot as any. [And then he gave a little laugh, the sound rippling through the air between them.] Sorry, Nico. It doesn't work that way. Best I can do is...pretending I can get anything out of smoking a cigarette that doesn't really exist. It's just an illusion.
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[personal profile] dontdeserve 2023-05-25 08:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it was the silence, mixed with how faint the voice had been before, that made vash raise his head sharply, frowning in the direction it had come just before. then he murmured, ] Wolfwood. Rest.

[ then he bowed his head again, to press a soft kiss against soft blond hair. ]

Nai is adorable, and very little still, though he'll grow up eventually. And I know knives are dangerous and they hurt, but he... [ vash breathed out slooowly. ] He was so angry at the humans, all of them. And since his powers tend to metals, and he wanted to hurt all the humans - first because of what they did to you, then other plants also - he took on the name Millions Knives.

He is also... older than me. His power is nearly spent, but he knows how to use it better than anyone else I know. Perhaps he can teach me and guide me to use mine to help you. I ah... have helped a lot of plants, but they were always in their bulbs, or at least in their containers. Non were physically hurt. So I might need some of what he can teach me.

Will you let me try to ask?

[ could he have called out to him already? perhaps, maybe even without alerting anyone here though that was less likely. did he want to do something behind her back? absolutely not. people had made decisions about her until they left so little of her. he would not do that to her.

to anyone.
]
dontdeserve: (Alone)

[personal profile] dontdeserve 2023-05-25 09:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Vash was just. Holding on to the still figure of his other self, he tucked him in closer, gently.

After a while, he reached towards Wolflwood, the glisten of tears drawing his fingers closer, until the broken, true sweetheart reminded him that was not for him to try, so his palm ended up so gently on Wolfwood's shoulder, squeezing slightly.

He still waited out until he finally spoke, given a small nod at first, his voice quiet and rough around the edges, but nowhere near as ragged as he felt. And he could no longer sense Nai nearby, but he knew Nai had already gotten separated from the other Vash, so it ... might have been all right.
]

Right. Can you lead the way? I'll carry him. And... make sure you eat something before you start drinking, all right?

[ even with his years as Eircks, he knew his Wolfwood. ]
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[personal profile] louboutinjudas 2023-05-25 10:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Home. Wolfwood didn't even spare the effort to snort at that idea. Yeah, sure point him towards Stampede's magical floating fortress, where the air is always cool and nobody knows what hunger feels like. Let him saunter in there with Stampede's blood on his hands and see if they'll let him in. It's a brilliant idea.

And in fact he might have aaid something, but then the ghostcalled him Nico. Wolfwood snapped out of his exhausted lounge in an instant, glaring daggers at the point he'd last seen that asshole's dim form.
]

My name's Wolfwood, dead guy. Or if that's too hard, you can call me the Punisher. Nothin' else.

[ As furious as he was, if he'd wanted proof that the ghost was him, that was sure a good start. Nobody knew that name other than the kids back in Hopeland, and nobody other than those kids – himself included – got to use it. ]

Nico's dead. I'm Nicholas the Punisher.
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[personal profile] celestialcrybaby 2023-05-25 10:25 pm (UTC)(link)
[He'd mostly slipped into a maudlin quiet since he'd gotten settled, his mind racing faster than he wanted it to but strangely calmed by the sight of the other him going through the motions of cleaning his gun. It was familiar, he could do it blindfolded, it was mundane, and it helped to distract him at least a little bit from what was running through his head, though not entirely by much.

He had honestly almost reached the point of feeling foolish more than anything by the time the sound of the other's voice had chimed out. The other him had places he had to be, otherwise countless people would end up dying. It felt wrong of him to want him to stay for fear of the information he'd dumped on him leading him to do something that might cause things to change in ways he couldn't predict. At the same time...if they were here, and their sisters had aleady cried out for help from Octovern, then that meant there was another-...

Which made the fact that there was apparently a third of them here, right now, even more bizarre. But perhaps not quite as bizarre as the sight of the newcomer.

That was the moment when his senses began their first slow, timid reach outward, by sheer force of will, brushing against the very edges of perception until he could just sense the strange familiarity of him despite the little differences, and then pulling back almost immediately again.

It was him, definitely another of them. The differences weren't enough to change that fact. And it was both a source of bewilderment and reassurance.

He lifted his right hand and gave a small wave from where he sat on a pile of rubble, leaned over slightly, his heels digging into the sand and his feet pointed up in a sort of curl that seemed to come naturally to his frame when he was unconsciously trying to keep himself contained, self-soothed. Tense and relaxed all at the same time in a weird sort of way.]


Hi. [His eyes narrowed as he looked at him, a curious look as he took stock of the clothes he was wearing, the sight of his shining prosthetic. A prosthetic that didn't seem to have any room for a gun, and that fascinated, worried, and pleased him in turns. He held up his own arm, wiggling the metal fingers and pointing to it with his other hand before tucking them back around his stomach.] That's new. Don't think I've ever had one quite like that, before.
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[personal profile] rejuvenation 2023-05-25 10:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's hard for her to concentrate, but she feels better than she's done in a long time. She feels... safe, in a different way than in the cocoon of her sisters. Their sisters. She has a brother now. More than one.

One little like her. Would they hurt him, too? The thought makes her whine, clutching tighter to Vash like he's a lifeline, a balm to her pain with how he soothes her. It takes a while for the rest to register, but she had a big brother, too? Who was angry with the humans because of her and their bulb sisters.

What does being nearly spent mean? Was that falling apart, like she did?

The rest is a bit of a blur, but Tessla wants to meet her brothers. Vash says he can ask this Knife for help to help her, but nobody could help her. Could they? If they could, why didn't they help her before? It's a lot of thoughts, more than the anger and grief, and she coughs wetly against the red of the coat. ]


Ask the s̯̩̤̙ͬ̂͝h̅ͤ͋͋̆͢a͉͓̥̩̯̦͊̕r̡ͮ͂̄p̹̣̲̞̃͜ brother.

[ She says, her voice fainter. All of this is so, so much for her and she should probably go back to the cocoon to rest, but she doesn't want to leave Vash. She can't bear even the thought of leaving his arms. The sisters love her, but he is more than they are. ]
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[personal profile] rejuvenation 2023-05-25 10:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The wings flap and bend, making almost a little slide for Vash to get off from their 'back'. Then they curl up again, making the cocoon tighter to keep every part of Tessla inside. There are still some hanging pieces of her, but most of it is scooped in by the sisters to hide her. ]

COME BACK
P̭͔͎̫̲ͦ̃̈̊̚͡R̢̤͙̃̌͐O͚̓̉̍̑͌ͭ̀M͚̯͖̻ͭI̛̹ͮ̉ͩͪS̢͇̻̹̘ͅȆ͖̈́ͬ


[ The voices say, Tessla's somewhere in the mix of eldritch cacophony. She's trying her best to hold on to everything Vash had said, his promises, but her consciousness is fading. Just talking to a little brother while in misery is enough for a young plant to lose any strength she had. ]
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[personal profile] cowgoesmoo 2023-05-25 10:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Whee! One of the benefits of having a bunch of plants hanging around that Vash hadn't considered until right that moment: they made for a super fun jungle gym! ]

I promise! I promise, I won't be long!

[ With a wave, he takes off running full tilt toward the smoke he'd spotted on the horizon. He'll run out of steam at some point and need to walk, but the more distance he can cover right away, the faster he'll be able to get back to her!

If the plants are watching, they'll see a little blond boy in light blue, bright against the red desert sands, running with all his might toward a spot in the distance. And then, maybe a mile or so out, he simply vanishes.

Sorry Tessla.
]
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[personal profile] plantussy 2023-05-26 01:12 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's a woman and... a fucking cowboy. Like taken right from the screen giant cowboy guy. Well, then. Here he thought the guy throwing pipe bombs was weird. Where is his brother even finding these people? ]

Uh... hello? Sorry to bother you, I'm a little lost?

[ The woman looks nice at least, and the cowboy is hanging back. That felt a little less like an attack... so maybe he's just in Texas. ]

How far is NML College from here? Am I even in the right state any more?
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[personal profile] climbedup 2023-05-26 05:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ jasmine crouches next to him, to help him straighten up and possibly dust off some of the sand from him, inasmuch as you can do that in the middle of all the sand. ]

Mm... I know of November University, which is all the way in November, but I don't think I've heard of NML College. But I don't think it's here in December!

[ a headtilt towards the city they were coming from. ]

Livio? Have you heard about it?

[ he's slightly more traveled than her, after all. ]
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[personal profile] mercifullyheavy 2023-05-26 04:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[His brow pinched faintly at the way Vash seemed to pull himself back, keeping some sort of emotional distance, but his head felt too much like his brain had been scooped clean out of his head to be able to really process it. Instead, he reached up to pat the hand gently where it rested on his shoulder, and then nodded weakly at the reply.]

Yeah. Yeah. It's prob'ly best you get 'im, anyway. I...gotta carry the Punisher, and...I think he'll be more comfortable around you right now, anyway. [He shifted, letting Vash's hand down gently to rest in his lap as he stood, and he didn't immediately answer the part about the drinking as he looked around, in the direction he was sure the inn had always been, then back toward the saloon doors where he knew the Punisher had been left. There was a small ache on his lip that began to blur back into his senses, and for a moment, he had almost forgotten what it was before he lifted his hand, pressed it against his mouth, and pulled his fingers back to look at the blood.

Ah. Yeah. Right. Fair enough. That was going to take a bit to heal. He'd need to at least clean it up a bit once they got settled, but he'd...he'd definitely had worse.

He should probably answer that suggestion about food, before Vash started worrying, more than he always did alread.]


Yeah. Sure thing. [Not a chance, but he'd lied enough to Vash over the years that it was like second nature, even if every one of the lies accumulated in the back of his mind like a pebble; they'd been nothing, at first. Lying was just what he did. It was how he survived. But the more that he'd done it, the heavier they had had gotten, until now, there were so many pebbles that one more onto the pile barely weighed anything compared to the mountain of all the rest.] You left your bag in there, too, right? I can grab it. Lemme get those while you...get situated. Or...or I can come back out an' help you pick 'im up in a minute, if that'd be easier. Whatever. Hold on.

[He was walking before he could have even answered, marching into the saloon and slinging the cross over his shoulder, just like old times, then grabbing Vash's duffel bag with his free hand and walking back out to see if he needed help.]

Should be just a couple streets over, I think. Least it was, last time I was in town. I'm sure they'll have some vacancies.

[Hah. It was a joke, see? He was joking. It was fine.]
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[personal profile] dontdeserve 2023-05-26 05:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Vash was moving to shift his hold and get his other self, tucking away the awareness that he can no longer feel Nai around in any way. But he also spared a moment to stare at Wolfwood, tiredly. ]

Wolfwood... I know everything is too much. But consider if the situations had been reversed. If you had lost him like that, and now you got him back. Would you really prefer to be near anyone else, anyone at all? [ deep breath, and he stood up, carefully, the other Vash's arms wrapped around his shoulders, and his own hands supporting the leather-clad thighs. ] I'm just the one hurting least right this moment. But yes, getting the Punisher and my bag will be a good idea.

I'll wait for you here. Then you lead the way.

[ There were foodstuffs rolling on the street around them, but Vash only paid attention to them to make sure he didn't slip or anything. The thought of food was unbearable, though. The other Vash had needed it, hadn't he? He squeezed his eyes tight, then carefully squatted away to put some of the cans in his coat pockets for later.

Perhaps he wasn't hoping for Wolfwood to eat in the first place, but he had to try. He was human, and that meant he needed it more. But he heard the lie in the reassurance, and did not bother to react to it.

'Better' than the other two did not mean he was doing particularly well. There were limits for him too, and he could only focus on so much.

Once he'd gotten some food with him, he straightened, steadying the passed out Vash on his back, and did wait.

Once they made it to the inn, they took a few moment to find a room that was reasonably clean, and Vash got the other Vash settled on the bed, taking the bag... and the punisher
- the latter to lean against the wall - and nodded to Wolfwood. He couldn't take away his cross, any more than Wolfwood could take his. But he could take away the visual reminder that something was so messed up, if only for a little while.
]

I'll come down in a bit.

[ ... then he busied himself getting the other Vash rid of the coat and boots, because those were not the best to sleep in, and then to check if - no, where, bandages were needed.

In passing, he thought how their scars were not exactly the same. But that made a lot of sense, didn't it?

Then he sat down, running a hand through his hair. He should go check on Wolfwood. And he would. Just... he needed a moment, too.
]

Edited 2023-05-26 17:42 (UTC)
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[personal profile] love_and_peace 2023-05-26 06:05 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Vash awakens with a jolt, his last fragmented memories a confusing blur of Wolfwood and Knives and his gate, open and reaching out. The room is unfamiliar but that barely registers -- most rooms are unfamiliar these days. What’s more important is the man sitting next to the bed, the man who is also unfamiliar in the strangest possible ways.

That’s him. Vash rubs a shaking hand over his face, absently noting the neat and snug bandages wrapped around his arm. He’d been hurt? …No, his gate, his monster, he’d… he’d tried to pull it out again. He’d tried to rip it out, because of what it did to his brother. Because of what it had shown his brother.

Knives, laughing at the Great Fall. Knives butchering the town of bandits. Knives tearing his gate open.

He’s going to be sick.
]

Where’s Knives?
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[personal profile] mercifullyheavy 2023-05-26 06:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[He listened to the words, and it was obvious by the way he just stood there immediately afterward that he was digesting them, trying to think about how they made him feel. It wasn't a good feeling, he knew that much. But glancing back at the two of them, at how easily Vash had been soothed by being around one of his own, when all Wolfwood ever seemed to do was cause him pain, feeling the thoughts swirling around in his head after what had just happened? He didn't feel like it was a good idea to answer, not right now. There was too much to process, too many heavy things to feel, and he was too tired for his brain to be anything but a fucking mess, which was the last thing they needed, especially with the way he'd started all of this, with his sudden inability to keep it all down like he used to.

Which was why the only reaction Vash would get out of that as he walked away to collect their things was a soft, noncommital grunt and a nod. He didn't even know if he'd be able to tell he'd reacted at all.

Getting them into a clean, safe room was comfortably routine, at this point. Even before he'd settled the Punisher against the wall and set Vash's bag gently on the little breakfast table, he was instinctively glancing at the windows, turning to check the locks were functional, poking his head into the en suite, walking over to the window to make sure it was latched properly. They were habits built upon years and years of working with the Eye, and it wasn't until he felt his foggy brain beginning to wonder why he wasn't hearing any of the normal sounds he'd come to associate with checking into an inn for the night - hushed voices from below, people and cars and dogs in the streets, distant sounds of water running through pipes - that he remembered that they weren't things they would probably need to worry about while they were here. There was no one else in the damned town. Hadn't been for days.

So he'd turned to watch Vash get the other settled, blinked dumbly at Vash reassuring him he'd come down in a bit, and...just nodded. It was an unspoken permission that he took silently, casting his eyes down as he turned and walked out the door, down the stairs, into the bar, and around the back of the counter to search through what hadn't already been looted. It was...Weird pickings, to be honest. Alcohol was one of the last things you needed in a survival situation, unless you wanted to try and use it for first aid - not exactly the best solution, but if you were short on actual medical supplies, you took what you could get - but it was also a high-ticket item. People paid top dollar for their vices when they were in stressful situations, or they stole what they could find. And the number of people who turned to the sauce on No Man's Land when things got tough could have very well outnumbered those who didn't.

He was lucky enough to find a few bottles of cheap whiskey, though. Not the good stuff, but he didn't care if it was the good stuff right now. He sat down at one of the tables and didn't waste any time on the first bottle, popping the cork out with his teeth and slamming the entire thing back in one go. It burned like fire in his throat and made his stomach churn when he finished it off and threw it against the far wall. But his metabolism was as fucky as it had ever been. It wasn't long before he could feel the burn of it seeping out into his blood, through his chest, and as he felt the stuff beginning to roll down his shoulders and into his fingers, he decided he could take the next bottle a little more slowly.

He still didn't bother with a glass, though. It wasn't worth the time or the energy that required it. Taking it that slowly meant there was more of a chance of it wearing off before he was well and truly past the point of drinking himself under the table.

Which was why, later, when they came looking for him, he would be found with the almost completely empty bottle tucked in the crook of his arm against his chest, where he lay with his head on the table. He didn't even seem to have tried to get comfortable. No, he'd simply gone until the room had spun enough that he'd put his head down, only for a minute, just a minute, until the room settled, honest. That was all it took for him to pass clean out.]
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[personal profile] dontdeserve 2023-05-26 07:04 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Vash's smile was unfailingly kind, even if his eyes were very, very tired. And worried. ]

There was another shake. I can't feel him anywhere in... December.

[ They would need to find him. Or at least Vash would. ]

You should have-- [ something to eat did not go well with the nauseated expression on the familiar, ish, face. ] A few sips of water, at least.
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[personal profile] love_and_peace 2023-05-26 07:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[ I can’t feel him anywhere in December says the other Vash, and if Vash weren’t sitting the news would knock him down. He’d thought that the worst his gate could do was kill, but it turns out there’s other ways it can cause harm, isn’t there? There’s always another way that he can find to hurt those he cares for, those who are foolish enough to trust him.

His face hurts from smiling, but he can’t make it stop.
]

I didn’t mean for him to see any of that.

[ The other Vash can certainly feel the grief and guilt pouring off of him in waves, especially when his eye catches the Punisher leaning up against the far wall. Water? Food? No, what he needs is to be as far away from the people he loves as he can get, so that maybe, maybe he can stop hurting them. He needs to get out of here, needs to get to Octovern.

Needs to go fight his brother, one last time.
]

I’m sorry. [ There’s no tears this time, at least. Only his pathetically quavering voice and shaking hands. ] After all this time, I still can’t control it.
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*LATER*

[personal profile] dontdeserve 2023-05-26 07:21 pm (UTC)(link)
There is a faint but slightly frantic mental connection. At least a nudge for one. Should his brother 'pick up', there will be clear but a little tears-chocked Vash voice, different from the calm and soothing he manages for her.

Knives! Knives, I am sorry, I'm sorry to bother you, but I need your help. She's in so much pain, I don't know if I know enough to help!

And even he is aware that Knives's response might be similar to the ghost Wolfwood's, but he doesn't remember yet that he could at least try to send a mental image.

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[personal profile] nyctinasty 2023-05-26 07:29 pm (UTC)(link)
It is very deliberately that Knives has kept himself closed off for a long time, from the song of his sisters or even the potential reach of his brother. Temptation was a terrible thing, and he saw no need to invite it in.

Except there was this much younger, healthier version of his brother. Foolish and full of dreams not yet completely brought to ruin, likely to run into trouble sooner rather than later. And so he's kept a bit of attention out, a cautious feeler extended just in case; the brother that shared a timeline with him would never call out, but this one .. this one very well might, out of loneliness or fear, or running afoul of the Terrans or more. It's a good thing he is, it seems, by the strained call that he picks up on eventually.

Not Vash's pain. 'She'. Who is she? Why is he so afraid for her?

You're not a bother yet. Are you safe? Who is 'she'?
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[personal profile] dontdeserve 2023-05-26 07:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Big sister...

But then that might be one of a great many.

So Knives can now see the cocoon of wings. And then the dark wing wrapping the torn-apart remains of a girl. She wouldn't be alive at all had she not been a plant. But she is, and she looks so small against the dark wing and the red coat.
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[personal profile] nyctinasty 2023-05-26 07:39 pm (UTC)(link)
Where are you? Show me.

He knows the wasteland. There were parts of the world he hadn't been to, of course, but the likelihood of Vash being in any such place bereft of humanity was slim, and plants - that could only be what Vash was dealing with - inevitably wound up close to humans. An injured plant. No, several, that's not one being.

He'd been in a similar state, more than once. He wouldn't have survived it if he weren't a plant either, but that didn't mean that small shape would be able to last without assistance. Knives would likely ignore it were this a human child, or claim to be too far away. But his own kind?

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