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nml_mods ([personal profile] nml_mods) wrote in [community profile] nomans_land2023-05-02 05:02 am
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On The First Day

It had been months.

Months of terror, of families ripped apart, refugees racing against the Ark in the sky, against the Plants that had once been their only source of survival on the world and had now been turned against them, raining lightning and death down on them like the hand of a vengeful God. Humanity pushed to the brink, fleeing their homes and communities, waves of refugees fleeing across the sands as more and more towns and cities fell to the reign of destruction that had been biting at their heels every step of the way.

And then, as the last descendants of the survivors of the Big Fall clustered in the city of Octovern, spiilling out into the streets, every available, livable space filled to capacity and beyond, what felt like the final days of humanity began. The sounds of artillery fire filled the air, the sight of the Ark and its grotesque ruler loomed overhead, and in the distant sky high above, the previously-inconceivable reinforcement ships from Earth took up orbit around No Man's Land. Throughout the night, explosions lit up the sky, thundering with deafening reports through the air, and yet the civilians below had settled into a still, terrified, anticipatory silence. They couldn't see, from their perspective, the figures atop the ruins of the Earth's space destroyers that had already fallen to the ground, locked in battle for the future of the people far below. But the sight of Millions Knives high above, terrifying and grotesque with the power of the Plants he had absorbed, was omnipresent, a never-ending threat, the harbinger of doom, biding his time until he could make good on his promise to wipe every last one of them off the face of existence.

And then something had changed.

Electrical currents rippled through the air above the downed ship, carrying screams on the wind. To the people below, Millions Knives' massive form had shifted, writhing, bellowing with unholy rage and pain and despair. And then it begun to unmake itself, shredding, crumbling, tearing itself apart at the seams and floating to the ground in tiny, shining, white particles. Tiny, white feathers drifted on the wind, closer and closer before, one by one, they began to settle to the roofs of the buildings, to the tops of cars and to the streets, and to the heads and faces of the humans staring up from below.

The instant that contact was made between feather and skin, a connection was made; between Human and Plant, between each person standing side by side, minds thrown open in bursts of light and expanding consciousness, and through the doors sprang multitudes of memories spanning hundreds of years. Suffering, laughter, pain, sorrow, joy, enslavement, death, pride, love. The Plants had made the connection to their creators - their keepers - that they had been silently pleading for since their first containment, and with it every man, woman, and child on the surface of the world began to see and feel and hear their stories and their cries for help. They did not want this war, they did not want this destruction. They had seen the promises of vengeance and a paradise for their kind atop the bones of humanity offered by Millions Knives and they had felt the hopes and dreams carried by Vash the Stampede of a kinder, more loving world, and they had made their choice.

Of course, but...what would he do at a time like this?


I wonder if he'll laugh again


I wonder if he'll follow his ideals again.


I see. You all know him as well. That young man with a gentle smile.


Little Red Brother.


Let there be love and peace in this world.


In the chaos that followed, as the bodies of the Plants began tumbling to the ground in a writhing mass and the screams of shock and confusion began to rise from the sea of humanity below, something rippled in the air, a last gasp of those silent voices before the connection was lost.

Help Us. Help him. Please.


This was...different. New. As if reality had taken the distraction caused by the calamity below to shift itself sharply to the left, and then snapped. It started at the core of the mass of angelic bodies as men and women began to rush to their aid, a shockwave in the fabric of creation that rumbled silently in the atoms of the world and ricocheted outward, along the ground, through the air, until it had enveloped the entire planet. Time froze for an instant, and to the eyes of all who had the capacity for sight, that leftward shift became manifest, the world doubling on itself as the ground shook beneath their feet.

Wails of confusion and fear rose into the night sky, and for a brief moment, it felt as if the world were about to unmake itself on the molecular level. But then, just as suddenly as it had come, the distortion snapped back into place with a loud, ear-splitting CRACK, and in the stunned silence that followed, only one thing could be certain; things were not the same as they had been mere moments ago, as if everything and yet nothing at all had changed, all at once.

The world of No Man's Land was as it should be, but all across the surface of the planet, pockets of reality had split open, sending the inhabitants of mirrored existences tumbling through wide, unseen rifts. People and places outside of time and space found themselves staggering to their feet in a world that was both foreign and familiar at the same time, found themselves face to face with their own reflection made flesh, tossed about by the pleas of a race reaching across the fabric of creation for aid in putting a stop to a war that had been fought time and time again, across reality after reality, without fail.


Thus began the new chapter in the history of No Man's Land.



[Wherever your character was, whatever they were doing, when the rifts in reality opened, they will have found themselves rocked by a massive earthquake that lastes a few short seconds before settling with a loud crack, like thunder. While no damage will be left in its wake, the characters themselves will realize that though the planet appears to be the same, it will quickly become evident that they are in an alternate reality of the place they call home. Are they standing in the rubble of a once-destroyed city now remade whole? Is the bar they had been taking refuge in suddenly gone, leaving them tumbling to the sand with nothing but their drink in their hand? And what of the friends that had been standing by their side seconds before? This is where your stories begin.]
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[personal profile] love_and_peace 2023-05-04 07:38 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Vash, meanwhile, keeps his head up, eyes forever on that horizon. The ark could reappear at any moment, and he's already lost too much. Knives cannot be allowed to hurt his younger self.

Knives cannot be allowed to know about his younger self.
]

It's not a matter of forgiveness.

[ His voice is tight, but steady. It's a good question, though. Someone hurts somebody else -- what should you do about that? He can't help but think, not of Tessla, but of Livio. Livio, who acted as he thought was best, who did what he thought he was supposed to do. Forgiveness would mean dismissing everything he'd done. Justice might look more like revenge, and neither of those paths led anywhere Vash wanted to go.

So what's the third option?
]

I don't forgive them. But I understand why they did what they did.
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[personal profile] littleblades 2023-05-04 08:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Tch!

[ gritting his teeth, nai's grip on the book trembles. even here he can feel tesla's unrelenting eye watching him. ]

I don't care... whatever their reasons, it doesn't matter! [ his anger feels juvenile and messy, unable to collect himself into the proper posture he tries so hard to maintain. nai shakes his head, his steps slowing without realizing it. he knows they're in a hurry, but how can he move when he feels like his chest is about to cave in? ]

I can't... [ he sniffs, hot tears sliding down his cheeks. ] I don't understand it... Vash...
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[personal profile] love_and_peace 2023-05-04 08:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He slows his pace to match Knives's, but even when he can hear his brother crying, Vash doesn't turn his attention away from distant December. If he stops, if he takes his brother in his arms and lets him cry, he's not sure he'll be able to avoid breaking down with him. He's got too far to go still to fall apart now. ]

Humans made us. They just didn't understand that something they made could be as alive as they were.

[ He can still see her when he closes his eyes, can still see what was left of her and, worse, can still recall every detail of the reports where the harm that was done to her was documented, line by line and day by day. Her death was a horror that the world should never have known, and not one day has passed since then that he hasn't remembered her. Some days, he thinks that it's her memory that drives him even more than Rem's. ]

Her death... her life, it changed Rem's mind. That's how she was able to love us the way she did. [ He glances briefly at Knives, then back at the road. ] Does. We're not just things to her. We're people. That's what understanding can do.
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[personal profile] planttech 2023-05-04 10:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[The rumble of an engine is a very slowly growing sound, disturbing the otherwise desolate quiet. Some sort of cobbled together thing the way most vehicles out here are, albeit less rusty than usual, the approach the slow cautious sort one might expect from "gee whiz, there's a hole where a city used to be!"

With the cloth top pulled down, the passenger on one side's standing, eyes shielded with one hand to squint in the direction of where Julai.. should be, the not-Jeep slowing to a crawl and then stopping entirely. A second form joins the first. And then one of them points in Knives' direction before the vehicle starts up again with a sputtering growl and turns to follow the edge of the crater in his direction.

A survivor! A survivor that surely won't survive much longer out here on his own. They are obligated to see to this survivor.

And one that looks awfully familiar, the closer they get. The two in the vehicle look ... awfully like the one on the lip of the crater. A little older, dressed far differently, but.. even they seem to notice the similarity by the way the driver jams on the brakes, nearly tossing his companion right over the hood. There's a brief argument, just barely low enough to be little more than noise, before once more they proceed.

The man that hangs out the passenger side could have been Vash, in any other life. And he beckons with whole arms, expression one of surprise.]


Hey! You there! Are you alright?

[It sounds like Vash too. The driver though, looks rather like Knives himself, if Knives ever deigned to wear human clothes.]
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[personal profile] brightening 2023-05-04 10:53 pm (UTC)(link)
[ how long has he been walking? the desert seemed to go on and on, and every time he looks back he can see smoke and wreckage - ships crashed into the sand, fire and burning, bodies, so much death...

he can't keep track of time anymore and he can't tell if the heat has finally worked its way into his bones or if the despair of being completely alone here on this burnt up planet has finally started sinking in. he thinks, at first, he hears nai laughing again - wide-eyed and utterly pleased with himself atop the wreckage.

he hasn't looked back in hours, hasn't noticed that the sky overhead changes color, the sand a little hotter underfoot, and that if he turns the smoke and wreckage of the crash will be gone, lost years and years and years into the dust. he's tired, thirsty, and as he finally comes to a stop at the edge of something horrible - a crater - he wonders if this is where he will finally wither up and die. ]


It's so hot...

[ he closes his eyes against the sun just as something rustles nearby. a stone rolling down the steep slope of the hill. panicked, he looks around frantically, but there's something else on the air. a feeling. and then he sees the figure, hooded, and the blood smearing on his fingers. fear sings through him. ]

Hello? Who's there?
Edited 2023-05-04 22:53 (UTC)
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[personal profile] littleblades 2023-05-04 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)
[ the tears run down his cheeks against his will, the emotions that came with them refusing to stay buried. it had only been a few days since tesla's discovery, and every moment since nai had refused to break down. tesla had been the crack in the illusion of their pretty, little life, and now all he could feel was fear. overwhelmed by it and the questions that followed right behind; was he next? was he next? was vash next? what would happen if they were next?

he shifts the book to free one of his hands, scrubbing his face of weakness. he chews his lower lip with a canine, using the pain to try and ground himself. a bandage on a bullet wound. ]


Does she really love us? [ every interaction, every memory, now cast in the shadow of doubt. everything is different. ]
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[personal profile] love_and_peace 2023-05-05 12:14 am (UTC)(link)
[ It would be so easy to say of course she does!, but he remembers being where Knives is. He remembers that feeling of betrayal, of doubt, that dark place where it had seemed like nobody in the entire universe could be trusted. What's a word, to that feeling? ]

Every day, she wakes up, and she thinks about you. She's happiest when you're happy, when you're sad she comforts you, and when you're hurt she feels it too. Just seeing you makes her smile, and when you're not there she... [ His voice catches, but he takes a deep breath and continues. ] When you're not there she misses you.

[ The sand crunches under his boots. The breath is cool in his lungs, and the suns beat down hot on his face. One step at a time, holding tight to all the love he's lost, he keeps going. In a moment, perhaps, he'll notice Knives chewing on himself, but right now he can't see a thing -- his vision's too blurred. ]

She wants to watch you grow, wants to see the man you'll become. And she wants that man to be a good one so she guides you, tells you the lessons she's learned in her life so you can avoid her mistakes and borrow her strength. That sounds like love to me, don't you think?
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[personal profile] nohumiliation 2023-05-05 01:01 am (UTC)(link)
[knives' head jerks up at the little voice calling out, eyes widening when he sees vash standing there among the rocks and rubble. he moves on instinct, pushing his hood back to reveal his face as he jumps down from the rock he was perched on.]

Vash!

[it doesn't make any sense, but he has to wonder if his little brother's physical state had anything to do with the entire city of julai being gone without warning. as he closes the distance between them knives takes in his brother's appearance - still wearing their old uniform, hair cut the same as back then...

he holds his arms out once they're within distance of each other.]


It's me, Vash. Surely you haven't forgotten your older brother?
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[personal profile] littleblades 2023-05-05 01:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ that sounds like love, don't you think?

it feels impossible to separate the tangled threads between what was genuine and what wasn't, the distrust that every interaction with other humans on the ship wasn't cloaked in layers of hidden agendas to incur pain and suffering on himself and vash. he doesn't know where to start or if it's even worth it now.

the only one he can trust is vash, even when he can't understand him.

his lip is bleeding now, but even the taste of blood on his tongue doesn't stop him from digging his canine in further. with his throat tight, still on the verge of tears despite his best efforts to stave off that terrible weakness, he finds it near impossible to respond.

instead, he steps closer to vash and takes his hand, gripping it tight. ]
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[personal profile] love_and_peace 2023-05-05 02:03 am (UTC)(link)
[ He finally looks down when Knives takes his hand, his smiling mask firmly in place, but at the sight of the blood on his brother's face he stops dead in his tracks, dropping down to one knee and reaching for Knives's face with the hand that isn't being held. ]

I thought you said you weren't hurt! [ Here he was, babbling away about Rem and love, and his brother was right next to him bleeding! How could he have not noticed? ] Did you fall?
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[personal profile] graveresemblance 2023-05-05 02:18 am (UTC)(link)
[somehow he isn't crying his eyes out, but they are desperate and wide as they settle on Vash-- Vash, who he hadn't seen aside from on tv in-- awhile.

he clutches at Vash's arms--]


Vash, where the hell have you--

[that'll come in a second. more importantly--]

I don't know...we were all here, and then-- there was this noise, like when-- [Nick died] before. And now it's almost like everything's the way it was then...
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[personal profile] brightening 2023-05-05 02:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ his name.

his name rings out in the desert silence, echoes on the walls of the crater below and he raises his head, watching the cloaked figure approach. but the voice - he knows it, even if it's changed, different from the laughing and wild victory he'd heard in the wreckage.

he looks up at nai, wide-eyed and uncertain at first, seeing his brother older, taller, stronger. how long has he been wandering? how long? he never found their ship, never found rem, and yet here stands his brother, different and strange but his brother -

vash doesn't move, fatigue and shock taking over and he swallows hard. ]


Nai? Nai, it's - you look - you look different.

[ but he opens his arms, and even in the fear of everything he can't resist but push up to his feet, shaky and step a little closer. ]
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[personal profile] littleblades 2023-05-05 04:15 am (UTC)(link)
[ already he feels wrung out, battered down by emotions that simply won't stop crashing into him. even his book feels heavier now.

when vash suddenly stops, touching nai's face, his response lags. at once he releases his lower lip from his canine, the sting of pain setting in as some of the fog of disassociation starts to lift. ]


I didn't... [ without thinking, his tongue darts out to dab at the fresh cut and visibly flinches when it hurts. ] ... it's just a cut, that's all.
mercifullyheavy: (B[)

Meanwhile, in another reality, other Nick is ABSOLUTELY panicking, too. XD

[personal profile] mercifullyheavy 2023-05-05 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
When Vash stepped closer and whispered at him, Wolfwood felt for a moment like a puppet who's strings had been cut, shoulders sagging and head dropping with a resigned sigh. He'd known, somewhere in the back of his head, he had known, and that only maked the reality of it worse when he lifted his head and actually looked. He could see the signs of it everywhere; the town was dark, everywhere, and he knew that it wasn't going to be long before chaos erupted around them, once the worry over missing friends and family had evolved into the horror of a missing Plant

He fumbled in the inside pocket of his coat and pulled out his sunglasses, putting them on before turning his back on the town, moving close enough to Vash that their shoulders were almost touching so that his voice could drop low and he could still be heard. But he didn't look at him, couldn't look at him, knew that seeing the expression he was sure would be in those soft, expressive eyes would be all it took to make him lose what composure he had left.

"'S just like home. I'd be willing to bet top double-dollar, the next towns over are just the same." He chewed on his tongue, memories of entire communities descending into chaos and bloodshed coming back to him. Of the people fleeing in droves to the next towns, over and over as each next Plant was taken and the cycle continued until there was nowhere left to hide. "We need to leave, Vash. This town is...there's not anything you can do for these people right now, and you'll just run yourself into an early grave if you try."

His hand clenched tighter around the leather straps wrapped around the Punisher, and he took another long, deep drag of the cigar, shaking his head as it dropped down again, the fears in his mind shifting to certainties. But...Vash wasn't going to like what he suspected had happened. It was going to hurt him, and he didn't want to be the one to completely crush what hopes he was able to hold onto just yet; one of them had to be an optimist. So he tried to consider options that weren't the worst case scenario, if only to put a hopeful spin on what he was about to say.

"So. Nico's a survivor, right? I went through this, I know what I'd do in this situation. If he's still somewhere here, and we leave, he'll come find us. I have an idea where we should go, and he'll figure it out quick enough." He turned his head toward Vash, but still couldn't lift his gaze to look him in the eyes, continuing to hide his gaze behind his dark sunglasses as he stared at the stitching on the shoulder of his coat. "But...If he's not here...I...may know where we can find him...

I just...I'm..." He put the cigar back in his mouth and chewed on the end of it as he tried to work up the ability to say what was on the tip of his tongue. "If I'm right...I'm sorry. I really am. I pray to God that I'm wrong, for both your sakes."
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surprise

[personal profile] climbedup 2023-05-05 10:46 am (UTC)(link)
That is a very good question.

[ She was in Octovern, taking care of the children and trying yet again to help with all that had assaulted their young, battered minds, and now she is not, and the sight is familiar and not both. And she can feel blood draining from her face as she sees the destruction.

She knows Miss Melanie and the kids under her care got away. But ... clearly not everyone did.

Jasmine rubs the sweating palms of her hands into her pants and then turns around to see who was asking in the first place, and her expression relaxes a little.
]

Oh... hey.
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... unless, of course, he's panicking like three random stops over

[personal profile] dontdeserve 2023-05-05 12:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Wolfwood, both Wolfwoods, had often yelled at him about the thing he chose to do. But never, ever, had they told him no. Don't try this. This is hopeless. It made something heavy drop in his stomach, and he ducked his head slightly, almost stubbornly, looking around him. He did not know the degree of horror that was coming, but in his way he could guess, too.

For a moment, his lips trembled, before he pressed them firmly together.

"Do you know where they are? The plants?" He knew that they were out there somewhere, he had heard them, and he knew that they had not abandoned people, which gave him more hope than he could express, but he needed to know.

Another deep breath. Wolfwood did not apologize. And now he was doing just that.

"Let us see where you think he is. And you can tell me on the way." The weight in his stomach was getting heavier, but the only way he could help these people was to return the plants, or bring them to the plants... when whatever they had asked for had been helped with.

Instead of locking himself down, Vash leaned slightly so their shoulders did touch, bump lightly. He was here. Whatever was happening, this was not Wolfwood's fault. And they would find how to help, together.
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[personal profile] love_and_peace 2023-05-05 03:19 pm (UTC)(link)
You've been chewing on it?

[ If there's one thing Vash knows, it's injuries... not that it takes a great detective to tell the source of a hurt when he could see Knives chewing on it.

Surely it's just stress, right? He only just discovered T-- discovered her, he's been brought into this strange parallel future again, and the brother he thought he could rely on is preoccupied with other matters. Surely it's just stress.
]

That looks painful. Here... [ He's got a bottle of water in a pocket that he digs out and offers to Knives. ] To get the taste out of your mouth. I'll hold your book.
mercifullyheavy: (B[)

LOL Just randomly like "WTF???" got transported to another city and is SO CONFUSED

[personal profile] mercifullyheavy 2023-05-05 03:42 pm (UTC)(link)
He could see that stubborn streak when it came out; the way he ducked his head, looked around, something about the square of his shoulders that made it obvious even if he wasn't looking him square in the face. It was too much like the harder, angrier man he knew back home, the one who hadn't been able to hold onto the sense of innocence this man clung to, and it almost made him grin. There he is. That's the man who can stop Millions Knives. He was just able to hide it better than the Vash Wolfwood knew where he was from.

But he also knew how that stubbornness could just as easily be directed at the wrong problem, when Vash got an idea in his thick head, and the momentary worry that he was going to have to wrangle him out of town in a headlock for his own good was enough to keep the grim, smug satisfaction from fully manifesting. So when he shifted again, conceding the moral high ground, Wolfwood visibly relaxed just a bit, giving a small nod.

"Your brother has 'em. An' I'm not just talking one or two here and there, like last time you faced 'im. I mean all of 'em."

He let the information sink in, let Vash take a moment to register the gravity of what he was implying before nodding again. He had just enough time to tense the muscles needed to turn his body and begin walking away before Vash leaned in, touching, subtle enough that anyone around them wouldn't have even noticed it had occurred. But for Nicholas, it was like a jolt of electricity, a shock that nearly broke through the barrier he'd been building up over the past few minutes to prepare himself for the reality he was certain he was now facing.

He froze, his body leaning closer, his head dipping low. Touch was rare between them, even between him and his man back home. There was too much for them to deal with, too much guilt and pain and anger, and he knew that for all his kindness, Vash carried his own demons that made him pull back from accepting any of that kindness being given back to him in return.

Damn him, but they were too much alike in all the ways they hurt themselves the most. So that contact alone said so many more words than speaking could, and it hurt. It twisted with the voice inside of him that snarled that he didn't deserve the kindness, tangling his emotions into knots as another voice, a newer voice that was not his own rumbled back at him from his memory, twinged with a terrifying, comforting, otherworldly tone that had only come out when Vash had done that...thing, reaching into his head and contradicting the awful, undeniable truths the first voice said when Wolfwood was at his own breaking point.

It took him a moment before he was able to recover from the shock of it, and another moment still before he found the ability to lift his hand up from where it hung, trembling, at his side, and shifted just enough that he could curl his fingers around Vash's bicep, just above where it met the metal bracket keeping his prosthetic attached under his clothes. It was tentative at first, barely firm enough to even feel the heat of his skin through the fabric, and for a moment, he leaned closer, turning his head as if he wanted to hide his face against that red shoulder.

But then he jerked, as if coming out of a trance. He chewed the inside of his lip, forcing himself to bury the moment down inside of his chest, and let the hand on his arm finally take a gentle grip as he turned to pull him away from the bar. Shift around, move to the other side of him as he steered Vash in the direction of December so that he could drape the arm not carrying the Punisher over Vash's other shoulder. It gave the semblance of comradery, just a couple of friends walking down the street, and let him stand close enough that he could continue to speak softly enough that no one could hear.

"If this is like back home, he's usin' em as his own personal...batteries. Weapons. Bit'a both, I guess you could say. But he's not stayin' in one place, either. Has himself a great, big ship he's flyin' around, takin' the Plants, usin' their power to wreak havoc. Last I knew, before...comin' here, they'd been collecting all the refugees in Octovern. You - you back home - were supposed to be headed there, too. You were supposed to be dealin' with him there, 'cause we knew it was only a matter of time.

Me, I went to December. Had some business to take care of, an' one...one group of...refugees wasn't worth distractin' you from what you needed to do. So I left without tellin' you. But ya showed up, anyway." He laughed, a bitter sound, because he should have known. He couldn't help remembering, even if it was a hazy, drug-addled memory at best, that he'd said as much to this man once before, two years ago.

He supposed it was only a matter of time before they had to talk about what had happened before, properly.

"That's...the last time I saw 'im." His voice cracked, he struggled to force the words out through his whispers, gnawing on the end of the cigar in his mouth. He drew in a puff on it through one side of his mouth and let the smoke out of his lungs through the other side after holding it for a moment, hoping it would settle his nerves. "I'm...I'm worried your man is there. If we're back home, if he took my place..."

He had to pull his arm away to hurriedly wipe the tears that rebelled against his attempts to keep himself composed, and when he let it drop back down, it was only to press it gently once against Vash's shoulder and then pull it back away. He wanted the contact, felt like he needed it, but the older voice in his head barked that no matter what anyone said, if he was right about this, then it was his fault this man had lost his friend.

"I still don't know why I ended up here with you, Blondie. I should be dead. He-...if they sent him back in my place...there'll be a grave. You always bury the bodies. Even the sorry sons of bitches who don't deserve it."

And damnit, if that didn't twist something in his chest in a way he couldn't explain, the thought that there was someone who cared enough about a fucked up, washed up killer like him, to give him a proper grave. It was more than he deserved, but he knew that man too well to think he wouldn't have gone out of his way to do it, and probably would have even made the effort of doing it right.

And now some other fucked up, washed up killer was probably laying out there in his place. In a weird way, no matter how little sense it made, he couldn't feel the same hate for Nico that he felt for himself. He deserved a chance to do better, to try and make up for the things he'd done. It wasn't his fault that Nicholas had come to the end of his road because of his own stupidity. It should be him in that theoretical grave.
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[personal profile] littleblades 2023-05-05 04:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[ nai exhales a sigh through his nose and hands his book to vash to hold as he takes the water bottle. there are pages dog-ear'd where nai wanted to return to later after he'd finished marring the otherwise pristine book. before nai had plucked it from the library, it seemed no one else had any interest in reading about old religion. yet nai could see it for what it was - a warning. a call to action.

he takes a small swig of the water bottle, only enough to swish in his mouth. he pauses, looking ready to spit it out onto the dirt road before reconsidering with scrunched brows and swallows. he holds the bottle back out to vash. his lip had stopped bleeding, leaving an unsightly gash behind. ]


... Thank you.
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[personal profile] love_and_peace 2023-05-05 04:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[ He'd been a little worried that his brother would reject the offer of water, and he's clearly relieved when Knives takes it and washes his mouth out.

The book is a real beast! His brother's always been smart so Vash isn't surprised that he'd be working his way through something so hefty, but when he turns it over he is surprised at the title. Is it for class, maybe?
]

I can carry this for you for now. It's pretty big!

[ And his brother seems to be carrying enough right now. ]
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[personal profile] littleblades 2023-05-05 04:46 pm (UTC)(link)
It's my responsibility, so I should carry it.

[ stubborn to the very end, he can't simply let vash carry his burdens for himself. he doesn't know how long they have to walk to get to wherever vash needs to be, but nai is firmly determined to carry it all the way there. ]
dontdeserve: (Alone)

i k r that would just be about right.

[personal profile] dontdeserve 2023-05-05 05:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh. Knives had taken them. Vash squeezed his eyes shut as they walked out of the small settlement, imagining the panic spreading around them taking its toll over the kind of time that Wolfwood was implying. But...

"He does not have them anymore. I don't know what is happening, but if he did, they would not have called for help... for help to the other me, if Knives had them." He did not know what that meant, but it meant that they would have to find out.

He listened a sliver of hope brightening the whole situation very slightly as the weight of that arm settled around his shoulders, and he thought that whatever he did wrong to make Wolfwood freeze with the shoulder-bump might have been forgiven, at least a little. The words were heavy, sinking into a low white noise around him that he tried to push away, to focus on what was going on, or might be going on.

He almost parted his lips to say that it did not make sense, not much, for Nico to have taken that role. Not if they had bene called here to help, and no, he could not let go of that call, the only shred of explanation he could find for benig here--

Then Wolfwood's tears hit him like a bullet through the stomach, and the loss of that touch turned the white noise into a roar, drowning out everything around him but the figure next to him, ready to guide him all over again. It was overwhelming, all of that too much, and he could not break, he couldn't, not with Wolfwood right there and so upset over this, but the words echoing in his mind could not make their way out.

Yes, he is a survivor

It will be all right

We'll find him, not his body


After a long moment, he finally managed to straighten up, pulling himself as tall as he could.

"Right." And he started walking in the direction where Wolfwood had been guiding him, eyes focused forward and steps long to hide how unsteady they could be. It was only when they were well past the small settlement that he managed at least some other words, though they felt distant and dry and insufficient even to him.

"You are not dead. I am glad."

The white roar was threatening to swallow them, and he had not even a sliver of the voice of a plant to anchor him. So he kept walking, eyes not even really seeing the way forward.
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[personal profile] love_and_peace 2023-05-05 05:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's more than ten miles to December. They're going to be walking for several hours. ]

If you like. [ He hands the massive book back, but his attention is on Knives's torn lip still, and the trouble he can see written all over his brother's face.

Although his heart isn't in it, Vash fixes his smile even brighter, and chirps:
]

Does that mean I should carry you?
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[personal profile] littleblades 2023-05-05 05:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ugh

it says something that nai doesn't immediately answer no. not for the first time, he wishes he could be older faster. at least then he could keep up with vash's long strides.

irrationally, he feels fear that vash could leave him behind. if he can't keep up, dragging him down, he could leave him somewhere with the promise to return, but what if he didn't? the maw of fear chews through him without regard for reason, and terribly, he can feel his eyes burning yet again. maybe he should be left behind. he knows he'd leave himself behind for behaving so terribly weak. it was shameful.

he turns his head away from vash and gives a short nod. ]


It-... It'll be faster, right? I don't have freakishly long legs like you do.
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[personal profile] love_and_peace 2023-05-05 06:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[ His brother looks upset at the suggestion -- more so than Vash would have expected. If he were small too, he'd break his brother's bad mood with a joke, or a hug, or a punch, or all three in some order or another. But like this, with him so old and his brother still so very young, he can't help but see it: they're not who they used to be to one another. They're not equals anymore, two halves of a whole. They're a mismatched set, pretending to be a pair.

That ball of grief in his chest threatens to rise up again, but Vash just smiles all the more broadly and lets the pain pass over him.
]

I didn't mean it like that. [ They have to find a new way to relate, then, or he has to find a new way. Too bad he wouldn't have the first clue how to go about that on his best day, which today is most decidedly not. ] It is a long way, and it is urgent, but you're more important than anything else. If you want to walk, then we'll walk. I'm just glad to have the company.

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