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On The First Day

It had been months.

Months of terror, of families ripped apart, refugees racing against the Ark in the sky, against the Plants that had once been their only source of survival on the world and had now been turned against them, raining lightning and death down on them like the hand of a vengeful God. Humanity pushed to the brink, fleeing their homes and communities, waves of refugees fleeing across the sands as more and more towns and cities fell to the reign of destruction that had been biting at their heels every step of the way.

And then, as the last descendants of the survivors of the Big Fall clustered in the city of Octovern, spiilling out into the streets, every available, livable space filled to capacity and beyond, what felt like the final days of humanity began. The sounds of artillery fire filled the air, the sight of the Ark and its grotesque ruler loomed overhead, and in the distant sky high above, the previously-inconceivable reinforcement ships from Earth took up orbit around No Man's Land. Throughout the night, explosions lit up the sky, thundering with deafening reports through the air, and yet the civilians below had settled into a still, terrified, anticipatory silence. They couldn't see, from their perspective, the figures atop the ruins of the Earth's space destroyers that had already fallen to the ground, locked in battle for the future of the people far below. But the sight of Millions Knives high above, terrifying and grotesque with the power of the Plants he had absorbed, was omnipresent, a never-ending threat, the harbinger of doom, biding his time until he could make good on his promise to wipe every last one of them off the face of existence.

And then something had changed.

Electrical currents rippled through the air above the downed ship, carrying screams on the wind. To the people below, Millions Knives' massive form had shifted, writhing, bellowing with unholy rage and pain and despair. And then it begun to unmake itself, shredding, crumbling, tearing itself apart at the seams and floating to the ground in tiny, shining, white particles. Tiny, white feathers drifted on the wind, closer and closer before, one by one, they began to settle to the roofs of the buildings, to the tops of cars and to the streets, and to the heads and faces of the humans staring up from below.

The instant that contact was made between feather and skin, a connection was made; between Human and Plant, between each person standing side by side, minds thrown open in bursts of light and expanding consciousness, and through the doors sprang multitudes of memories spanning hundreds of years. Suffering, laughter, pain, sorrow, joy, enslavement, death, pride, love. The Plants had made the connection to their creators - their keepers - that they had been silently pleading for since their first containment, and with it every man, woman, and child on the surface of the world began to see and feel and hear their stories and their cries for help. They did not want this war, they did not want this destruction. They had seen the promises of vengeance and a paradise for their kind atop the bones of humanity offered by Millions Knives and they had felt the hopes and dreams carried by Vash the Stampede of a kinder, more loving world, and they had made their choice.

Of course, but...what would he do at a time like this?


I wonder if he'll laugh again


I wonder if he'll follow his ideals again.


I see. You all know him as well. That young man with a gentle smile.


Little Red Brother.


Let there be love and peace in this world.


In the chaos that followed, as the bodies of the Plants began tumbling to the ground in a writhing mass and the screams of shock and confusion began to rise from the sea of humanity below, something rippled in the air, a last gasp of those silent voices before the connection was lost.

Help Us. Help him. Please.


This was...different. New. As if reality had taken the distraction caused by the calamity below to shift itself sharply to the left, and then snapped. It started at the core of the mass of angelic bodies as men and women began to rush to their aid, a shockwave in the fabric of creation that rumbled silently in the atoms of the world and ricocheted outward, along the ground, through the air, until it had enveloped the entire planet. Time froze for an instant, and to the eyes of all who had the capacity for sight, that leftward shift became manifest, the world doubling on itself as the ground shook beneath their feet.

Wails of confusion and fear rose into the night sky, and for a brief moment, it felt as if the world were about to unmake itself on the molecular level. But then, just as suddenly as it had come, the distortion snapped back into place with a loud, ear-splitting CRACK, and in the stunned silence that followed, only one thing could be certain; things were not the same as they had been mere moments ago, as if everything and yet nothing at all had changed, all at once.

The world of No Man's Land was as it should be, but all across the surface of the planet, pockets of reality had split open, sending the inhabitants of mirrored existences tumbling through wide, unseen rifts. People and places outside of time and space found themselves staggering to their feet in a world that was both foreign and familiar at the same time, found themselves face to face with their own reflection made flesh, tossed about by the pleas of a race reaching across the fabric of creation for aid in putting a stop to a war that had been fought time and time again, across reality after reality, without fail.


Thus began the new chapter in the history of No Man's Land.



[Wherever your character was, whatever they were doing, when the rifts in reality opened, they will have found themselves rocked by a massive earthquake that lastes a few short seconds before settling with a loud crack, like thunder. While no damage will be left in its wake, the characters themselves will realize that though the planet appears to be the same, it will quickly become evident that they are in an alternate reality of the place they call home. Are they standing in the rubble of a once-destroyed city now remade whole? Is the bar they had been taking refuge in suddenly gone, leaving them tumbling to the sand with nothing but their drink in their hand? And what of the friends that had been standing by their side seconds before? This is where your stories begin.]
nyctinasty: (7)

[personal profile] nyctinasty 2023-05-16 09:05 pm (UTC)(link)
"Is that so?" How quickly Vash has already gotten attached, it seems. "He'll turn up, whether you want him to or not." That ends badly one day, he already knows that. But until then, it was a precious thing to his brother.

The matter of whether or not running away and splitting up is the best idea when dealing with dangerous crowds is set aside because of what follows it, and Knives stops completely, then turns around, expression stormy, to jab a finger at Vash. No blades, though his voice is very stern.

"No. Stop with hypocritical rhetoric and trying to dismiss everything you don't like to hear because you're sad about humans. This isn't about whether or not humanity is capable of kindness, I am warning you of things the Terrans actively are doing right this moment and will absolutely attempt to do to you based on nothing but your species and the fact that you are an uncontrolled independent. I'm not guessing."

He makes a brief negative swipe with one hand, frown deepening. "You may love and cuddle the humans as much as you want; but you need to know the difference between ones that bite and ones that don't, not just for your sake but the sake of all your little friends. Terrans bite. Their trained, indoctrinated, chipped and controlled Independents bite. And they're sharp enough to use who's around you if they can't get at you directly." As far as he's concerned, the humans of No Man's Land are bad, but the Terrans are obnoxious.
nurturing: (the waves showered the ground)

[personal profile] nurturing 2023-05-16 09:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She needs a moment. Just... give her a moment. She's strong, but even the strongest has a limit and this was it for her. What he had told her was enough to make anyone believe Independents were monsters, yet here she is, mourning the boy she thought of as her own son and what horrors must be going on in his mind to crack like this.

Had Nai been hiding his declining mental health ever since the boys found Tesla? How could she have missed that?

He was just a child, and so was Vash. That the younger twin would take upon himself all the blame, all the guilt was almost textbook behavior, and when she finally, finally pulls back she gently cups his face in her hands. Tears and sorrow mar her face, yet somehow she's still able to try to comfort him. ]


Vash. Nai's actions are not yours. You're not to blame for something he's done, and you're not to blame for running away. You can't think that, please.
mercifullyheavy: (B[)

OK HERE WE GO after dozing off at my desk FINALLY FINISHED IT

[personal profile] mercifullyheavy 2023-05-16 09:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[It sure looked a lot like crying to him, though there was definitely a different sort of edge to it than he was used to sensing in him when he was upset. Either way, he worried he'd locked up again, like he'd seen him do when that bastard Leonof had sprung his twisted little trap with the puppets. He was willing to take the fact that he hadn't blown an entire blood vessel in his eye as a good sign. Seeing him literally crying blood was haunting enough for one lifetime, thanks.

When he saw him swaying on his feet, he almost shifted to close the gap, worried he was going to fall, but then the sound of Knives shouting out from behind was enough to make the hair on the back of his neck stand on end, and he turned when Vash did, staring back at the kid in wary bewilderment. He realized dimly that the two of them intended to leave, and he felt a jolt of worry lance through him; No, Vash - the other Vash - couldn't leave yet! They had to find Nico, he needed to make sure they were both safe! He didn't want to just let him wander off, out of his life, even if he'd found his way back to the man he had known longer!

But he realized dimly that no, Nai had no intention of letting either of them go, and he settled down again slowly, before givng a bemused look at the kid when he stuck his tongue out at him, not even feeling the least bit ashamed when he returned the expression like the mature adult that he was.

He hadn't even looked away from the two as they walked off when Vash turned his anger on him, and his eyes widened slightly as his attention jerked back in his direction. It took him a moment, just looking at him, feeling the emotion coming off of him, before his own expression softened again, falling into something somewhat more neutral. Something apologetic.]


...Yeah, alright. I deserve that.

[His mouth twitched in what wanted to be a conciliatory smile, but it was gone before it could fully manifest. Two years. He hadn't seen him in over two. Fucking. years. And God, now that the shock of first seeing him was over, he found himself caught in a similar state of shock that Vash seemed to have been in moments before; unable to look away, studying every little difference, everything that was the same. The things that made him different from the other Vash, that his brain had started blurring in his memory the longer away he was and the more time he spent with the other one.

He gave a small, sharp exhale, an attempt at a laugh, as he reached up to flick at his own fringe, a gesture that was meant to draw attention to the little black tufts of hair that now hung down in Vash's face.]


Nice hair, Needle-Noggin. 'S a good look on you.

[Only it wasn't, was it? That was supposed to be bad, wasn't it? He wasn't sure what had caused it, but he knew that it wasn't a good thing, and he had never felt comfortable asking. So he felt like an asshole just as soon as the words left his mouth, and the attempt at a good-natured bit of ribbing ended just as quickly as it had started.]

Hey, Vash-...I'm...[His voice cracked, and he frowned, clearing his throat.] I'm sorry. I...I know you didn't want to hear it...I don't think I even knew how to say it...back at the orphanage...but...I am. I really fucked up. I didn't-...

[Ah, Fuck. Suddenly, it was like those two years hadn't happened, like he was finding himself suddenly awake and alive after feeling his heart stuttering and stopping in his chest and letting the darkness swallow him up, only this time it wasn't a man with a different-but-not face sitting next to him, looking lost and frightened for him and bewildered. He clutched at his shirt with his free hand, his heart hurting for an entirely different reason than it had then, but still hurting nonetheless.]

I didn't wanna distract you. You had more important things to worry about, but I was dumb. I shoulda known you wouldn't...You wouldn't...just leave me to-...[Fuck. Alright. He didn't have alcohol and post-regenerative fog clouding his thoughts and making it easier to say things he would never have said otherwise. And he didn't have the luxury of thinking he was hallucinating a man who was close enough to the one in front of him in his final moments that he could give his thoughts to freely. He shook his head, gritting his teeth against the hurt he felt, knowing how much pain he'd caused with one idiotic decision.

He took a deep breath, his face pulling into a frown, and when he spoke again, it was in a rush through clenched teeth as he physically forced the words out of his mouth before he could second-guess himself.]


I thought it would be easier for you, if I was just...gone. I couldn't leave the kids to die because've me, but you had more important things to worry about than dealing with the consequences of my actions. But I was stupid, I wasn't giving you enough credit, I should've known you...[And he'd lost steam again. He glanced away, his jaw flexing as he tried to keep his composure.] You've always been a better man than I ever could be. I'm sorry I...[Left you behind. Hurt you. Got myself killed. All of the above, and none of them he could force out into words, not yet.]
dontdeserve: (pout)

[personal profile] dontdeserve 2023-05-16 10:01 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She can have all the moments she needs, he's not going anywhere.

When she does look up, his eyes are a little bloodshot, but dry, and so, so gentle, though he nearly flinches to see her tears. He never wanted to hurt her. But he did. And he's sorry. But none of this place will make sense unless she knows that part. But he's sorry. He's sorry.
]

I... I didn't choose... no. But without something I did, we'd all still be on the way to the original SEEDS destination. Maybe Nai would have found a way to forgive.... they would all be alive. [ You would still be alive--

His right hand shifts, to wipe at her tears gently, knowing she's crying too much to actually do more than smear them, but he needs to.
]

I was found by very good people. Perhaps if I hadn't run, he'd have gotten a chance to see, too, that not all people want to hurt and use and abuse plants. But he wanted me to be happy with him, and for the first time, I couldn't.

[ At least the second point he is closer to accpeting, even if it is still barely there. He lowers his eyelashes for a moment. Because she is asking him, she is asking that one thing of him, and he can't just leave it in the air between them. ]

I'll try.

[ And also she may note that while he is clearly weighted down by what happened, not once does he sound like he hates Nai, or wants him destroyed. Because he truly doesn't. Vash loves his brother, even on the days he is terrified of him... and certainly on the days when he is terrified for him. ]

It's all... easier to bear when I help people - humans or plants - recover and get better. So that is what I do.
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[personal profile] dontdeserve 2023-05-16 10:07 pm (UTC)(link)
You should know your brother enough by know to be aware that he does get attached, and never gets un-attached.

"I won't take lives." This part, he's adamant about. But then he softens, because he can hear oh so clearly the protectiveness that so often took a very strange turn recently, annd he can process that, unlike ... most of his recent encounters with Nai.

"But I won't let myself be caught." This one he is evn more certain about. It sounds liek a promise.
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[personal profile] nyctinasty 2023-05-16 10:17 pm (UTC)(link)
"Did I say kill anybody?" And now he's visibly exasperated, setting his hands on his hips in a gesture so human it's probably best to not point it out. "Did I say fight at all or did I say run away, and hide what you are from them?"

It's things he'd heard for a long time. But this younger version couldn't possibly know that, they'd been apart at that point longer than they'd been together. He rubs the bridge of his nose for a moment, eyes closed, before he gives a heavy, put upon sigh. "From where you stand and what you've experienced, you might not realize I am very familiar with your code of ethics, and you're no longer familiar at all with mine. I'm not about to tell you to go on a rampage, betray a friend, or shoot someone you casually just met on the street an hour ago and so on." There were certain things that just weren't worth the effort. Vash was as fixated on his ideals and beliefs as Knives was, and just as unlikely to change them, ever.
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[personal profile] littleblades 2023-05-16 11:05 pm (UTC)(link)
No!

[ nai screams back, the wind knocked from him as vash tackles him into the dirt. immediately he brings his legs up to try and kick him off, hands scrambling to grapple with vash's own hands. by this point rem would have pulled them apart, but she isn't here right now.

so nai aims a kick to vash's gut, grabbing a handful of his hair and pulling. ]
Stupid Vash! Listen to me!

[ he growls, then an idea strikes him. with his face half pressed into the dirt the soft, glowing marks that he shares with his own vash start to appear over his face and neck, the rest disappearing past the collar of his suit. ] See?!
cowgoesmoo: (surprised - and kinda distressed)

[personal profile] cowgoesmoo 2023-05-16 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Ow! Knives fights just as dirty as he does, but it just makes Vash more determined to pin his stupid face into the stupid dirt and rub all the stupid lies out of his stupid mouth! And he's almost got Knives pinned, when something truly unexpected happens, and Knives starts to glow.

Vash has never scrambled backwards so fast in his entire short life.

It's true. Everything Knives was saying is true, he's an alien from another dimension pretending to be his brother! Vash scoots backwards until his back hits a discarded crate, which he then ducks behind, hiding, hands pressed tight over his mouth so he doesn't make a sound. That's not Knives.
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[personal profile] littleblades 2023-05-17 12:53 am (UTC)(link)
[ ugh, there's dirt in his mouth and he's sure his face is covered in it too. nai sits up as vash scrambles away, eyebrow raised at his odd reaction. ]

Vash...

[ the marks fade back into his skin for now as nai stands up, brushing dirt off of his clothes with a frustrated tick to his brow. without saying anything else he walks over to the crate vash is hiding behind and kicks it away. ]

What are you doing? C'mon. [ he reaches to grab his brother's wrist to tug him up. ] If you were listening at all, this wouldn't be such a surprise. Do you know how many different versions of you I've met here? [ two! or maybe now three. ] We're different, but you'll always be my brother, so stop crying, okay?
cowgoesmoo: (angry - shocked into silence)

[personal profile] cowgoesmoo 2023-05-17 01:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ The alien tries to grab him, but Vash yanks his hand out of the alien's grasp and backs away another step or two. ]

You glowed!

[ A bad haircut and tighter clothes is one thing, but glowing? ]

That's not normal!
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[personal profile] love_and_peace 2023-05-17 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ One minute conciliatory, the next mocking. Vash just blinks, stunned, when what he thought was about to be a tearful reunion turns into a joke about dying plants. What in the hell...?

They've seen enough black-haired plants by now, seen enough death, that surely Wolfwood knows what the black hair meant? Surely he'd made that connection, between Vash's hair and the hole in the fifth moon? Why would he say something so... mean?

But, a moment later, the shock fading, Vash has to admit to himself that maybe Wolfwood doesn't know what his hair meant. He's never come out and talked about it, that much is true, and there is so much they don't know about each other, even after all the time spent traveling together. So much that they pointedly haven't said, even when they should have. Even when it was something the other needed to hear, like black hair means my life is running out, or I care about you very much. They've never needed words, for so much of what they've been to each other... and for the rest, as Vash knows only too well after today, putting words to the thing just makes it real.

But Wolfwood keeps talking, for once saying things that need to be said, and Vash finds himself hanging on every word of what starts off as an apology, but then becomes just, well. Foolish.

You've always been a better man than I ever could be, Wolfwood finally says, and that's the last damn straw. Vash has heard enough. Before Wolfwood can wind himself up for another round of bullshit and self-pity, Vash swings on him, aiming to crack him right in his stupid, stupid mouth.
]

You thought I wanted you gone?! [ His voice is a hiss, even angrier than before. He can't even begin to imagine where Wolfwood would have gotten an idea like that! ] You came, and you risked your life for me just a week ago, when I was... [ He pauses, quickly glancing over at the last spot he'd seen Kni and the other Vash. They're nowhere to be seen, whichg probably means they're out of earshot, but just to be safe he drops his voice for the next bit: ] ...when I was on the ark. You came and you saved me. You saved my life, and you almost died doing it! [ His voice hitches, but he's not ready to break down yet. He's still got one more thing to say. ]

How selfish do you think I am, that after all you've done for me, with all those kids in danger, that I would turn my back on you?

[ He'd seen the look on Wolfwood's face when they'd heard about the ark moving toward December, he'd known what that meant, and he's been waiting for Wolfwood to feel recovered enough to come get him! And then one morning - this morning! – he'd woken up and the man was gone, not a word, not a note, not a goodbye. Just vanished. Gone to fight against who knew how many of Knives's super-powered army, all on his own, because he didn't want to be a distraction?!

That hurts. That may hurt worse even than Wolfwood's death had.
]

I thought we were friends.
Edited 2023-05-17 03:28 (UTC)
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[personal profile] dontdeserve 2023-05-17 11:09 am (UTC)(link)
Vash doesn't flinch at the snap. Instead, he is visibly relieved.

"From where I'm standing..." softly, "you have been trying to get him to kill everyone since..." His right hand rubs the left shoulder, above the cut. "For a very long time. Sorry."

A small nod.

"Then I'll stay out of reach of any groups of people - humans - until I know if they are Terrans or not, and even if not, I'll only approach with caution." This part he knows he needs to specify, because if Knives put this much energy in explaining to him, it matters, and he had better pay attention. "And... would you be willing to tell me? How... you see the world now."

Because Knives is still his brother. And he wants to know, and cares. And loves.
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[personal profile] nyctinasty 2023-05-17 11:39 am (UTC)(link)
"Since the Fall." Most of his life. Almost all of it, really. They were what, a year old? A year and a half? It has indeed been a very long time. Slowly, Knives turns and heads westward again. There either would be a town, or there wouldn't, and the only way to find out was to go and see if anything else changed - see what time it really was.

And the only way to know if Vash really heeded his warning would be to let time pass too. For now, what he has as an answer will have to do. If he had to take on the Terrans to prevent his brother from being chipped and brought to heel like a stray pet, then he'd do it, but ...

... But these days it would be harder to do.

The crunch of pebbles underfoot is no good distraction. "It's not what you'll want to hear. I have not had a moment of revelation that humans are good and wonderful and worth saving." At least there was no deep sand to wade through. "My perspectives," Knives says quietly, "Haven't changed. I can't forgive them for what they've done, and I can't forgive them for what they intend to do. Our sisters are still born slaves and die slaves, in pain and misery. What I do about it ... has by necessity, shifted." He raises one hand, fingers curling. "I lack the power I had once and I have no desire to reclaim it. Our enslaved sisters made their choice, long ago. The prize of their freedom wasn't worth the price of plant fighting plant."

And he could not make that decision FOR them. They might struggle with mortality, with concepts such as right or wrong, but Knives wouldn't deny them the choices they could make. "They didn't hesitate in aiding me in my assault on humanity, but they shared the same struggles I had with turning weapons on our own kind."

He had to come up with alternatives, without the support of his kin, without involving his kin, so no fight could arise, he'd need time. Time he didn't have.
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[personal profile] dontdeserve 2023-05-17 12:10 pm (UTC)(link)
If Knives expected Vash to be disappointed, or to argue, to try to persuade him, well. He is not getting none of these things. Vash just keeps walking quietly next to him, for a while neither words nor strong emotions coming from him, as he considers the words. There is sadness, that their sisters did agree to lash out, but much like his brother, he cannot and will not blame them for the choices they have made. But the more he learns about the future, the more he loses faith that he will ever be anything but sad, anyway. So he smiles, as he always does.

When he finally speaks, it's quiet, and a little tired, and a little... hopeless.

"Have you... ever... forgiven me?"

He does not think Knives would have.
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[personal profile] nyctinasty 2023-05-17 01:20 pm (UTC)(link)
"You haven't done anything yet that needs forgiving." Knives' answer is prompt and flat. "I won't blame you for things you haven't done and may never do. But listen, Vash."

The future is not kind.

"You don't have to take it, but you have an opportunity I never had. If I've moved back in time, if it's still early enough.. make use of my knowledge. If you don't like how things turned out, you have time to change things for the better." Better for who?

But more responsibility, more work.
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[personal profile] dontdeserve 2023-05-17 01:31 pm (UTC)(link)
"I mean... that I never could see the things as you did. For not... being at your side."

That, he has done. He knows he has.

Slowly, he breathes out.

"I don't know how they have turned out. Only some. Not enough to know what can be changed and what... I'd like to change."
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i couldn't resist

[personal profile] genesis4_9 2023-05-17 02:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The calls of their sisters are still ringing in his ears when the first notes of a lovely little song reach him. Why they would have brought him here he can't say, but for so many plants to summon him through a gate of great power and reach, then the him he's been called to aid must be important indeed.

This is the city of December, Knives recalls, only the last time he was here it was more heavily populated. He has to admit, without the crowds of humans polluting the air and fighting in the streets, isn't not an unpleasant town. And the music is lovely.

He follows his ears a block or so, to a building with a broken door. And there, at the piano, is a child he would know in any universe. He leans against the doorframe, arms folded and listening, his mind in a whirl.

So this is who he has been brought here to save?
]

That piano isn't worthy of your talents.
littleblades: (57)

im so glad

[personal profile] littleblades 2023-05-17 02:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[ the song ends and nai's fingers twitch, close to starting again - practice until perfect - but he doesn't get that chance. he spins around on the bench, eyes wide for a brief moment as he takes in the towering figure at the entrance before narrowing. ]

Why does it matter to you?

[ the bar isn't well lit with shadows obscuring the details of the man's face, but nai knows who he is. just as well as he'd know himself in his own reflection. ]

Can you still play?
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[personal profile] littleblades 2023-05-17 02:43 pm (UTC)(link)
[ vash's reaction just irks nai even more, but to his credit he stamps it down. ]

It's normal for me and you, and our sisters. [ he crouches down, resting his hands on his knees and frowns. ]

I didn't show you to scare you, Vash... [ he worries his lower lip, brows pinched. ] ... What should I do to make- make you feel better?
genesis4_9: (smile -- this one's only for vash)

[personal profile] genesis4_9 2023-05-17 03:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Of course they know each other. The differences between universes are not so great that he would ever mistake himself for anyone else, especially with that charming cautious arrogance! Even if his eyes tell him that this child is not the same as he was at that age, those changes are merely aesthetic. His core, the part of him that reaches beyond the feeble understanding of humanity, his soul if you will -- that part of him knows this child.

He sends out a tentative message of greeting/safety/family to the boy as he crosses the room to his side
]

I can. May I join you?
nurturing: (upon which every child wandered)

[personal profile] nurturing 2023-05-17 03:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She rubs her thumb against his cheek, keeping him in her soft hold until he reaches to wipe at her tears with no avail. Rem doesn't think they'll stop any time soon. Not when he looks so broken, so shattered about all of this. Like it's his fault alone.

Not while her heart is torn to shreds. ]


Listen to me, sweetheart. You can't take on the burdens of his choice. Giving him something does not mean the same as pulling the trigger. Did you even know what he wanted them for?

[ She shakes her head and brushes back that spiky hair again. ]

You're allowed to not share his opinions. Leaving wasn't a bad choice, it could have made him realize he did something that you couldn't accept. If he did something like this, I... don't think seeing kindness in humans would have changed his mind more than your opinion.

[ Not when he hates humans enough to be the cause of millions of deaths. God, she cannot handle that. Not her Nai. Not their Nai.

Still, it puts a small but welcome balm to her heart that Vash continues to be so kind. ]


That's a good path, Vash. I am proud to hear that. I'm sure this world needs your big heart.

[ Don't tell her how they treat him in return, she might fall apart. ]
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[personal profile] littleblades 2023-05-17 04:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[ the message is received and with it some of the tension in nai's posture slipping away. he doesn't understand how or where the feeling comes from, but he doesn't fight the feeling. quietly, he scoots over on the bench to make room as he lays his hands on his lap. the entire time he watches knives, cautionary but undoubtably curious.

every vash he's met hesitated to broach the subject of nai's - knives' - future, but their silence spoke louder than any words could. ]


These keys are flat. [ he mentions quietly, pointing out the aforementioned bum piano keys with a finger. ]
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[personal profile] genesis4_9 2023-05-17 05:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's wise to be wary around the unknown, especially when one is small and the unknown is not. But Knives is a well of patience -- Vash's continued well-being is a testament to that -- and as he sits down next to his younger self he favors the boy with a kind smile, to put him more at ease. ]

That's all right.

[ He rolls his knuckles together, giving them a good crack... and then, just for a bit of added showmanship, flexes his fingers back into short, gleaming knives, just to loosen them up a little more. Now let's see... which keys were flat again? Hmm. Let's pick a piece that doesn't use those notes heavily. ]

If the tool is flawed, then we simply adjust the plan to fit around those flaws.

[ Something light, perhaps? Cheerful? Ah, Mozart. His hands dance across the keys, and the song he picked does in fact avoid the flat ones almost entirely! ]

Do you know this piece?
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[personal profile] nyctinasty 2023-05-17 05:17 pm (UTC)(link)
This at least is easier to dismiss, though it still made him ache all these decades later. "It is worse to be with someone who doesn't want to be with you, than to be alone. You had your life to live." And Knives was such a distant concern that humans Vash hadn't even met yet had a higher priority for time and attention.

He supposed it would always hurt. But it was a dull and familiar misery, one he'd learned to live with. Vash would return to his humans and leave him alone again soon enough.

"If you want to know, I'll answer anything I can, but I am not ... familiar with the fates of most of your companions. Age alone would catch most by now." It wasn't much at all, really, but... better than nothing maybe.
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[personal profile] littleblades 2023-05-17 05:45 pm (UTC)(link)
[ his wariness starts to wane as he watches knives prepare to play. eyes widening and brows lifting in quiet awe at the display of blades - so cool, could he do that too? - nai sits in rapt attention.

instead of responding, he simply nods his head as he watches. he'd always been good at listening, always so eager to learn everything he could get his hands on. now this moment feels especially important, sitting side by side with his own future.

of course nai recognizes the song as knives plays, the excitement of knowing bubbling up. he nods again. ]
It's Mozart. [ and then, ] Piano Sonata No. 16, in... C Major. [ he recalls, only hesitating at the end with a slight stabbing cringe for not remembering properly. ] Am I right?

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